Iâm gonna miss Infinite an infinite amount.
Today I woke up with the news of them holding a âfarewell fanmeetingâ soon and the realization came to me like a bucket of cold water.
The boys Iâve been in love with for 4 years now, are leaving me. The boys that have been my escape from reality, my piece of happiness, my favorite place, are leaving me.
Even though it isnât forever, it still hurts. I thought I was ready since I knew from the very first day that they had duties to fulfill with their country and that theyâll do it with pride, but I didnât know back then that they were going to occupy so much space in my heart. It breaks my heart knowing that this year we wonât be starting 2019 with your hug that held so many wishes for the new year.
I always dreamed of the day I was able to go to your concert. I dreamed about it being the best day of my life, meeting new people who were also there for the love of music and singing my lungs out at the same time as you.´
But it wonât happen anytime soon. Perhaps one day weâll meet for the first time. Perhaps one day Iâll tell you âI love you so muchâ face to face. Perhaps one day Iâll hug you.
I miss you now and I canât imagine how much Iâm gonna miss you when you leave. But one thing Iâm sure of is that I love you and Iâm never gonna stop loving you.
Hey Inifinite!
Dasi dorawa, dorawa, dorawaÂ
