THE TRAVELLING VAUDEVILLE VILLAIN

I wish I was fat.

don't tell me about unrequited love. that.. doesn't exist. there is no such thing as "one sided love" or a break up that wasn't essentially mutual. think about this.. you fell in love with each other cause there was a connection between the two, a spark that both of you realized. and if one person starts to see that it has faded, then it's gone from the ENTIRE relationship, not just for one person. you're only under the impression that you still have feelings for the other person cause that's what you're used to. you're used to those memories and those thoughts of them being with you. you're used to thinking of them loving you, and you loving them and it was such a good feeling, you don't wanna let go of it. kind of like when you're taking a hot shower in winter and you know you're clean but you stay in that extra time until your fingers are all pruny or you're late for work, cus it's nice and warm in there and you don't wanna step out into the bitter cold. you don't need it, you know it. you can easily just.. let go of the feelings and the thoughts. trust.. you're already over them. you're just so comfortable with what you had before, that you've become accustomed to only wanting that. but just like how the cold might sting when you get out of the shower, it might feel strange not having them around, or having your brain emptied out of their thoughts, once you let some time pass, you get accustomed to the envoirnment. once you let go, you'll be ok, you'll move forward cause your life moves forward. what's gone is gone, the only thing that you can do is dispose of the residue it has left in your mind. 

sometimes I wish I was a man so I could grow a sexy beard

HEY GUYZ Im heading to an exam in 40 minutes wish me lucksies <3

lmao my friend was telling his life story to this thai kid and he sat through all of it and at the end gazed into his eyes and said "your life is like movie" Idk why Im smiling hehe. 

everyones just such freaks

JP wait but what does THAT have to do with anythuuunggg!!! :( he was cute OK

I really would drop my fuckin camera in the water. can it be fixed?? like it was just a normal digi cam man. none of that fancy dslr stuffs yo.

YAY. my account is finally un suspended wuhooooooo. HOW WAS LIKE, YOUR CHRISTMAS <3