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Today, we went to Paris Fashion Week. I was sort of nervous since it's my first time, and it was also SUPER hot. why'd they make us wear long sleeves in this heat? I think seonghyeon was more nervous than I am, he kept gripping on to my arm sometimes. Juhoon was chill as always. my other brothers are at YSL :( I feel nervous without James and Martin around, but being with Juhoon and Hyeon is okie dokie. I met other cool models too =)

Dear Diary,

TODAY I BUMPED INTO A POLE. I was saying Hi to my beloved coers and I was definitely gaining aura already until the pole bumped into ME. It hit my thigh and it made a small bruise :/ Coers are gonna turn this into a meme and laugh at me, I just know it...

Dear Diary,

I'm tired. Paris looks so amazing, I wanna explore everywhere, but I got chased down by fans today when I wanted to go out and try an Éclair au Chocolat... is that how you spell it?

Dear Diary,

Today I met the prettiest girl at the café me and Seonghyeon went to. I think I couldn't stop staring, even though she didn't look at me once. Well, she did, only for like one second. She's so beautiful. My coers are gorgeous too, of course!

Dear Diary,

I SAW THE PRETTY GIRL AGAIN. She was biking around the road near the eiffel tower, and she had a school uniform on?! She looks so cool with earphones and the way she drives a bike didn't look awkward. She's so pretty I wanna look as cool as her

Dear Diary,

PRETTY GIRL WAS AT THE FAN MEET but she was talking to martin more =( he kept flirting with her! I hate it. I heard she's 17 just like me and I'm her spiritual twin, but I couldn't stop smiling from how excited she looked. Oh my gosh, I wanted to say that I've been seeing her around the city but I'd sound... weird.

Dear Diary,

Today, I went for a morning jog with Juhoon and Martin. Coincidentally, pretty girl was there too selling pastry near the Eiffel Tower. I'm wondering why she's out so early doing that. I didn't want to approach because my legs are revealing and I probably look like I'm gonna lose my charm since I'm covered in sweat, but Martin recognized pretty girl and approached her so effortlessly! They were talking for how many minutes, and my heart literally felt like a knot was being pulled. I'm jealous.

Dear Diary,

Today, Martin was talking about pretty girl. He said she's an Oasis fan, which makes me feel better because I am too! He said she was listening to Stand By Me when we went for that morning jog. I think we're interconnected she just doesn't know it yet. I really wanna talk to her =(

Dear Diary,

Me and the group went out for a meeting with one of the fashion brands, I forgot which one I'm too lazy to go and check, and I was getting swarmed by fans again. I love my coers, even though some are weird... but I was genuinely finding for pretty girl in that crowd. I only saw her at that café I went to last time when the van passed by it.

Dear Diary,

I went to that café again with the whole group, and found out pretty girl works there. I decided to man up and volunteered to be the one going to the counter for our order! We talked, and she didn't recognize me until I purposely raised my shades up to my hair... she sounds a bit different from the fan meet. She said she's not a hardcore fan, but she's happy she got to meet CORTIS. While she was taking my order, I took a tissue and wrote my number on it, then gave it to her. I feel proud for that, not gonna lie (even though she didn't react..)

Dear Diary,

SHE TEXTED ME. I only saw her message ten hours later because I was asleep, but she said it was okay. Her name is Y/N, and I think her name is as pretty as her face. She's so funny as well. James scolded me because I was on my phone talking to her for almost two hours, but it was worth it =)

Dear Diary,

Today, I met up with Y/N, a.k.a pretty girl. She was wearing a really cute floral dress over jeans as if we were going on a date, AND she looks so gorgeous. She showed me local spots around the city that are good to visit, and she did not disappoint with her recommendations. I found out she's not from Paris and is actually on a scholarship while her hometown is on the countryside. P.S I paid for our meals with Martin's money

Dear Diary,

I just realized I'm leaving Paris soon. Me and Y/N have been talking for a while now, she's so smart and funny. Is it weird for an idol to like a fan? I stopped by the café she works at before going to another meeting and gave her a small bouquet of fresh flowers because the flower shops here are so pretty... I forgot I was getting chased by fans. I'll probably be all over social media by tonight, but it's okay, the smile on her face was worth the risk. ⁠✿ ← for her

Dear Diary,

Today, at the hotel room, I talked about Y/N to the members. They were so invested and they supported me, especially James, who was giving advice and encouraging me on what to do for a girl. I was listing everything down, in case I want to take Y/N on another date again? Martin's jaw dropped and said he didn't see it coming. Good for me, I don't have to worry anymore about him potentially stealing Y/N away >⁠▽<

Dear Diary,

Today, I sneaked out around 5 P.M. to meet Y/N at her campus. I looked so weird with the hat and sunglasses while picking her up as a surprise, but it was successful. We went to a nearby seaside boulevard and had ice cream, with my phone blowing up from how many missed calls I was getting. She didn't know, though, and I just wanted to talk with her while the sun was setting. The way her face looks under the orange-pink sky made me feel something. We were sitting so close to each other, like a couple. She looked so surprised when I told her my birthday is on February 14, and said some stuff about being cupid. I'd rather become cupid and match myself with her for Valentines.

Dear Diary,

Today, I got badly scolded by my manager, giving me a lecture about why did I sneak out and stuff. When I sneaked out back at Korea he didn't sound like that? Anyways, I told Y/N about it and she ended up feeling guilty :( I'm sad now.

Dear Diary,

I sneaked out again. I know it's bad, but it was late at night, I don't think anyone noticed. I went with Y/N and hung around the Eiffel Tower while eating a few snacks. She introduced me to Gâteu Basque, it's a sweet pastry(?), and we ate it together with just a wooden fork while taking turns feeding each other. It reminds me of a cake, but she said it's not? I think out of sleepiness I nearly kissed her cheek. I got back to the hotel around 4 A.M. already, since I dropped her off at the apartment she lives in.

Dear Diary,

I'm leaving Paris tomorrow, and I haven't spoken to Y/N about it. Should I? I'm scared, like, actually scared. I went to the café again and sat there for nearly the whole day, even though she came around two hours later after I arrived. It was quiet, so she sat beside me most of the time and we talked... she didn't seem too upset about me leaving soon. We held hands, or maybe intertwined pinky fingers under the table, while her head slightly leaned onto my shoulder. I was feeling so much things inside my stomach and I couldn't stop smiling. Is it obvious I have a big crush on her? We talked nonstop, it was like fate planned for the café to be low on customers today so we can talk.

Dear Diary,

Today was our flight going back to Korea, and I unexpectedly saw Y/N at the airport near the souvenir shops. I literally slipped out from the bodyguards guidance even though people were nearly strangling me to death, just so I can approach her. She looked so shocked, and told me she was just gonna take a quick look at me before I left since she was running errands nearby. I was so happy I hugged her out of nowhere, from adrenaline, maybe. I wished I confessed, or even left a hint, but I kissed her cheek instead and hid it pretty well with the hood of my jacket covering me. I immediately rushed back after while shouting I'd come back and saying corny k-drama scene lines. I'm already back at our dorm now and have been waiting for a text, until I realized I can't use the SIM card I used in France because the calling codes are different. I don't know if I'll ever talk to her again.

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