Life Is Important; Let's Get Excited About It.

why don’t you then justin? what is stopping you? don’t you know that i love you and that i show you that?

i know not how to do anything that would aid in this endeavor. i know that you love me, and, as i said, i appreciate you, and i know that we are not on what one would call bad terms, yet i feel inadequate, weak, stupid…. things that i am not used to feeling, and most certainly things i don’t want other people to think of me. i don’t know. i feel confused all the time. i don’t know.

Kiss me. Kiss me and everything will work out.

i wish she would say that. i want to hear words of affirmation, but i have done naught to deserve them. i love you. i want her to say things that will fix my life for me. it’s not that bad right? it’s just school and a little self-esteem/socio-behavioral issue; you can get past it. i’ll be just fine? it is it’s not i can’t. whisper secrets of life into my ear and then my other ear and then each ear again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and a…. until it gets through my thick skull and i know how to ease my pains i love you.