All art is by the awesome @amelia-yap!
I use this Tumblr mainly for IRL pics, future fics and RWBY WR (Whiterose) content. Strict DNI: (same as my main) 🔞 Minors, NSFW, MAPs, TERFs, Zoos, etc.
Now- this would be a dream come true... Sharing music with someone you love. It's funny how you even drew the same in-ear earbuds / earphones I actually have IRL. I'm gonna add this beautiful piece to my favorite WR art (it's a collection I've been building over the years).
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(I changed up siren Weiss’ design a bunch. Her human part is more human and the hook in her ear now has a fake bug bait thingy)
After they began meeting up(Weiss swore it was just Ruby seeking her out but she was also the one lingering closer to the shore after their first talk), Weiss would sometimes follow Ruby and Yang’s boat. She told herself that she’d just drown and eat them when she feels like it but that never happened so..
This AU has been on my mind for so long and I have more ideas for it aaaaaaaaaa
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OK, so- hear me out. The thing with me drawing Weiss and Ruby as dragons is still happening- but I need to run a couple of designs past y'all to make up my goddarn mind since I seem to be stuck / undecided.
*DISCLAIMER*: I looked up several references, but I own almost none of the art shown in the picture(s) below. Also, the latest references for Dragon Weiss & Dragon Ruby (for the polls) were created using "Create -a- Dragon 3" on Flashpoint Infinity (if you're as old as me, you likely know what that is. The big, online archive for Flash games from the early 2000').
For Weiss, given that the prompt is elemental dragons / WoF dergs, I want to go for an ice dragon / Ice Wing-esque style, as shown (below) here.
My question is: Design 1, 2 or 3? (A, B or C?)
1 / A
2 / B
3 / C
Voting ended onJul 20
1 / A
2 / B
3 / C
...?
(I will reblog this & make a separate pool for Ruby as I have 4 potential designs for her)
Here is my (very late) art entry for White Rose in Bloom 2026, AU Day 4: Elemental Dragons
...
I present to you: the failed courtship ritual
(It's line art for now, but I am planning to color it. Also, my signature looks out of place, so I wanted to upload one without it too. My job has been destroying me and my sanity. Apologies for the literal 2-week delay).
Context / Inspired by (my childhood):
"It is a courtship ritual... That is as perilous as it is spectacular."
(AKA: The Deadly Mating Dive: Locked in a Life & Death Spiral)
@whiterose-fans-blog thank you once again for organizing this. It was a lot of fun to take part!
Hoping to continue to update the fics I have left and upload the colored version of this as well at some point in the future! :)
I love your Whiterose art and it hurts that you're only posting on Twitter / X now! 😭😭😭
(Last updated 6 months ago)
She is making the hottest, gayest Whiterose art ever- and I only found out through a Whiterose server, where people were posting this gorgeous piece of hers from her Twitter / X account!
OK, so- hear me out. The thing with me drawing Weiss and Ruby as dragons is still happening- but I need to run a couple of designs past y'all to make up my goddarn mind since I seem to be stuck / undecided.
*DISCLAIMER*: I looked up several references, but I own almost none of the art shown in the picture(s) below. Also, the latest references for Dragon Weiss & Dragon Ruby (for the polls) were created using "Create -a- Dragon 3" on Flashpoint Infinity (if you're as old as me, you likely know what that is. The big, online archive for Flash games from the early 2000').
For Weiss, given that the prompt is elemental dragons / WoF dergs, I want to go for an ice dragon / Ice Wing-esque style, as shown (below) here.
My question is: Design 1, 2 or 3? (A, B or C?)
1 / A
2 / B
3 / C
Voting ended onJul 20
1 / A
2 / B
3 / C
...?
(I will reblog this & make a separate pool for Ruby as I have 4 potential designs for her)
OK, so- hear me out. The thing with me drawing Weiss and Ruby as dragons is still happening- but I need to run a couple of designs past y'all to make up my goddarn mind since I seem to be stuck / undecided.
*DISCLAIMER*: I looked up several references, but I own almost none of the art shown in the picture(s) below. Also, the latest references for Dragon Weiss & Dragon Ruby (for the polls) were created using "Create -a- Dragon 3" on Flashpoint Infinity (if you're as old as me, you likely know what that is. The big, online archive for Flash games from the early 2000').
For Weiss, given that the prompt is elemental dragons / WoF dergs, I want to go for an ice dragon / Ice Wing-esque style, as shown (below) here.
My question is: Design 1, 2 or 3? (A, B or C?)
1 / A
2 / B
3 / C
Voting ended onJul 20
1 / A
2 / B
3 / C
...?
(I will reblog this & make a separate pool for Ruby as I have 4 potential designs for her)
It's been fully edited and proofread now. I've also decided to add some images (one in the first chapter, more that will follow in the next few chapters ahead) as visual aid, mostly because some of the Canadian sceneries I'm trying to portray cannot be described by mere words. Weiss probably lives near the closest thing to "derg paradise" in that fic.
Also, I know this is days late at this rate, but- ...since @whiterose-fans-blog mentioned me making "art" for the Whiterose in Bloom 2026 event...
...I think I might actually give it a shot and draw Ruby and Weiss as Elemental Dragons, reflected by the Day 4 AU prompt.
I'll try to do a rough sketch by tomorrow, which I will likely revisit, flesh out and color little by little over time.
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Who's this s*xy beast? She's a s*xy bish! Uwu (/jk, fr! Please don't murder me)
Upholding what I put in my bio on this alt blog: occasional IRL pics, fanfics, RWBY and Whiterose material shall be posted here. This is more-so the former rather than the latter- with me cosplaying as Werewolf Weiss from my WR fic (Beating the Curse) ... In slightly more anthro form because feral fursuits / quadsuits are hellishly expensive and difficult to make.
---UPDATE---
Nearly forgot:
Head is by PinkPawParadox on Etsy (but the paint job on it is mine)
Paws originally by DreamEdgeDesign on Etsy, but 50% of them / the pattern got ripped out and modded so heavily by myself that they've become their own thing (posted the whole modding process on Bluesky) as I replaced the paw pads and added dew claws
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Here is the NSFW version of that one scene in Chapter 5 (FOR ADULTS ONLY).
OK. I will go collapse now, so that I can feed my new baby seagull chick in the morning and die at work when I wake up again. Have a good night and happy pride month y'all.
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Inching close to 8 years without an IRL, physical relationship...
It's not just my stupid ass suffering from loneliness anymore...
... It's starting to affect my writing as well.
I'm stuck at the first of 3 intimacy scenes in one of my WR fanfics where I legit cannot imagine Ruby and Weiss showing a more soft, loving and tender form of love to each other... Maybe because I never got to experience that myself, since nobody I loved ever loved me back that way.
I'm too weird, fucked up and complex to be loved by anyone. I know I'll grow old and die alone... but I'm getting too old to spill any more tears over it.
Nobody I'm compatible with- wants me... and that's just it. Really. If I can even find anyone I'm compatible with to begin with.
Dating apps didn't work.
Meeting people through hobbies didn't work.
The internet and social media didn't work.
Nothing worked.
It's sad.
I have a lot to offer... and no one to offer it to, who would appreciate it.
So I just end up existing in a world I've felt disconnected from, from the very start.
It doesn't matter if I'm 6, 8, 13, 14, 16, 17, 19, 21, 23, 24, 25, 27, 29 or 30. All the memories I carry from those ages are of being misunderstood, not understood at all, ridiculed... or rejected.
At which point, do you just stop trying? Nobody understands my autism, my trauma- and how it shaped me. How much I've healed from and overcome, all on my own... Or how this insane universe has driven me insane as well.
Nobody's ever respected me.
I have maybe a handful of friends I still keep in touch with- many of which don't even know that I'm otherkin or plural. Those that do... Well, they have their own problems and lives. I don't want to add to that.
One of my self-care apps really hit the nail on the head with this one. It's a personal callout, through and through.
And I have tried (I'm still trying) to love myself despite everything. Despite how isolated ... and old ... I've grown.
...
I don't know who would love a human who's made this many mistakes in life, with too big an imagination, too ample a spectrum of feelings (with them being too intense or rendering me too sensitive), with a Grimm for a shadow that's wanted to redistribute all the pain inflicted on her; an idiot wolf that causes her to act impulsively, without thinking- or inappropriately; and a misanthropic, distrusting dragon that either roasts people, acts like a sh*thead, has a vein of sadism and an equally problematic sense of humor without filters- all while said human is a bit of a prude, snobby princess and dies from second hand embarrassment at every turn these other two... Or three, take at fronting. A human with a perfectionism complex that cannot ever live up to her own standards, yet expects them from others... Who has had to run from her own blood relatives and a good chunk of humanity continuously. Who wanted to change the world for the better.
Too many good intentions and ambitions- too few / very little opportunities to do anything at all. Too many chances to fuck up... And fuck up I / we did...
... and now I'm faced with the ultimate test of isolation- the most insanity-inducing of them all: will I be able to complete the projects I've always started but never finished...? Will I survive not being able to freely access the few online friendships I have left anymore?
Will I lose whatever is left of my sanity by being cooped up inside my flat, surrounded by my WIP / fanfics, plushies... and myself / my selves?
I will only be able to use the internet for work.
This is officially the last post I'll make on my socials, outside of posting fanfic updates before I go radio silent.
...
Wish me luck / good fortune.
I really need a miracle... Or a bunch of them, for things to turn around...
... and the biggest problem is: I don't believe in miracles. Never have... and I'm not sure I ever will.
The universe will not send a Ruby Rose my way, to save me from caving into my own darkness... or (eventually, my own) grave.
...
[UPDATE - might as well rename this post "Suicide by words: the extended edition"]
IDK. Posting this crap here allows me to emotionally regulate and put it out of my mind. I have mixed feelings about my suffering being visible to everyone... Then again, unless it's an absolutely sh*tty character / individual coming across this... it won't matter. Most people don't care and scroll past- and that's probably for the best. I'd rather have that, than someone trying to hurt me with what I write when I let out my true self and emotions...
I'm real, and I'm allowed to be flawed, broken... and feel the way I feel. Same as everyone else being allowed to have their negative feelings, thoughts, pain, loneliness, etc.
Everyone is entitled to their own sorrow. That hasn't changed in... many years. Even before Weiss (from RWBY) put it into words in the White Trailer.