I want to add onto this that i was fully ready to drop it because i did care about their mental health despite what theyâve done to my friends, however they asked me to never mention them or say a word about them or vague about them. The thing that is really hypocritical about this situation in my opinion is the fact that they asked me not to vague about them for their health, i for the most part was going to stop because i at the time didnât want to get involved as well, which was why i didnât put the reason they were on my blacklist (and why i only told people i was close friends with and trusted what i knew and other than that i just said i donât like seeing their works on my dash when i asked for them to be blacklisted).
later, i get told theyâre vaguing about me on their twitter by a friend, and thus it became a risk to my health considering how vagueblogging can easily trigger me into a panic no matter if i donât want to care about it.
this is initally what lead to my loss of sleep and improper eating as well as breakdowns and thoughts that everyone was out to get me. It was really scary, and iâd rather not go into detail on it if possible.
ALONGSIDE THIS, it appears that the original public post that my headmate made was completely disregarded by them even though he and i know that they were visiting our blog to see it. They claimed that i was vaguing about them even after they told me not to, when my headmate simply wanted to attempt to clear things up in some way since the messaging system was not working.
To make matters worse, they blamed me for a past mistake of our core- whom had used them for art. She came to regret it, of course, but sheâs not around anymore due to reasons that are really uncomfortable for me to talk about. Thus- This user blaming ME for the actions of her was really uncomfortable for me. While I inherited her memories for records sake, that doesnât mean i was the person to naturally experience them.
Shortly after this, i spoke with another one of their victims whom is also a system and was told that they shittalked the system back when we came out as one. To add onto that, that victim also ended up realizing they were a system, and when they came out to their abuser about it (iâm assuming they were still together at the time) the abuser handled it poorly. i donât know the full details on this, but it certainly was convincing to me that the person thatâs hurt my friends and sent their followers to harass a minor is definitely anti-system.
I should add they technically blamed me for making my headmateâs post trying to explain the situation and prevent us from getting further involved at the time, which only adds to this.
