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🌹student

🌹favorite subject: history, english

🌹enfp-t

🌹Gemini

🌹I love: reading, hanging out with my friends, dancing, playing clarinet, academic validation, tea, coffee with more milk and sugar than coffee

I want to be in love, but not like that

Not tragic, not pathetic just someone who loves me back

Yeah I could be jealous though there is no one to be at

Is it to much to ask for something I could never get

I am so sick of daydreaming, sick of maybe someday lies,

sick of my own solution: "Just try to socialise!"

In case you didn't notice I deserve so much more

That's something you don't  give me so what's it worth waiting for?

Let me in, let me out, let me go, let me stay

what's the purpose in not choosing if I can't have you either way

You don't know about my joy, you don't know about my pain

You don't know about it, boy

Please Lord, make me the biggest star the world has ever known, so that I can make it far far away from this place

(I know it's a little late)

• getting an A in every class

• earning money with tutoring

• studying every day

• finishing my homework on the day it's given

• learning to type with 10 fingers

• going to bed at 9pm

America 1960-1995