Until my next life

I think maybe actively developing a fear mongering culture in the christian faith that aims to usurp the privacy and agency of young teens was probably a bad call. My most vivid memories of going to church are simply a cacophony of guilt and shame over the most basic animalistic desires that I can’t help but have. I refuse to believe any longer that God, if they are real, (which i do believe they are, and am saying they instead of he now) is a God who’s purpose is to control their very creations that they gave free will to. We were not given facilities and abilities to love and desire the warmth of another person simply to actively deny and neglect them in the name of self sacrifice. Indulging whole heartedly in the things that you want does not make you a bad person, it is practicing honesty in its rawest form. You do not need to be “clean” or “whole” to be accepted by society, or by God. Judgements and reservations are often born from fear. Fear is what separates us, holds us back from our hearts greatest longings, and stunts our ability to accept each other. And accepting each other was supposed to be the first thing the bible taught you to do, isnt it?

Hell is real and it looks like desire

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