𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑻𝑬𝑪𝑻𝑶𝑹.

if you want to rp, pls say something to me because i’m a literal dumbass and will just stalk you with the assumption you’re too good for me and wont ever approach.

due to N’s trauma  &&  guilt for acting villainous during the manipulation   &&  reign of ghetsis, they’ve slowly become incredibly depressed. not only that, but   ； because of ghetsis beratement  &&  mistreatment of N emotionally  &&  mentally  (  ie. calling them a freak, heartless, a monster  )  has really REALLY damaged their self image. they cannot view themself as anything more than a monster, regardless of their growth emotionally. they’re trying their BEST to heal, but it’s hard. it’s so hard for them. also   ； while they’re fixated on something, they tend to actually skip meals. it was hammered into them from a VERY young age that whatever they were doing at the moment took priority over EVERYTHING else. so   ；  they tend to fall back into the mindset. their ribs can be seen underneath their clothes, but not a lot. they’re underweight, but not dangerously so. they’re getting better at breaking free from their old ways. i’m proud of them  &&  you should be too.

i’ve also found out that it breaks pre when viewing on dash / blog posts but on the actual blog / editing it looks okay.

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                                cute.

❝　can  i  help  you  sir    ?    you’re  staring  at  me    ...　❞

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