Shany Lefrancois

a prompt list from halsey’s 2021 album: if i can’t have love, i want power, adjust any as needed!

01.  𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘛𝘙𝘈𝘋𝘐𝘛𝘐𝘖𝘕.

oh, the loneliest girl in town.

she’s easy on the eyes.

her soul is black and it’s a fact.

her sneer will eat you alive.

and the buyer always brings her back.

because all she does is cry.

so take what you want, take what you can.

take what you please, don’t give a damn.

ask for forgiveness, never premission.

it’s in the blood and this is tadition.

his smile hides a lie.

her fear will eat her alive.

well, she got the life she wanted.

you can’t take it back, it’s as good as gone.

i hope what’s left will last all summer long.

and they said that boys were boys but they were wrong.

02.  𝘉𝘌𝘓𝘓𝘚 𝘐𝘕 𝘚𝘈𝘕𝘛𝘈 𝘍𝘌.

don’t call me by my name.

all of this is temporary.

watch as i slip away for your sake.

well, maybe i can hold you in the dark.

you won’t even notice me depart.

leaving through the door without a word.

you won’t even notice, little bird.

better off dead.

so i reckon i’m headed to hell instead.

so don’t wait for me.

it’s not a happy ending.

jesus needed a three day weekend.

to sort out all his bullshit.

figure out the treason.

i’ve been searching for a fortified defense.

i could keep your bed warm, otherwise, i’m useless.

i don’t really mean it cause who the fuck would choose this?

03.  𝘌𝘈𝘚𝘐𝘌𝘙 𝘛𝘏𝘈𝘕 𝘓𝘠𝘐𝘕𝘎.

i’m whatever you make me.

and you make me more and more a villain every day.

but you don’t know, you reap, you sow.

whatever you give to me, from yourself, you take.

well, if you’re a hater, then hate the creator.

it’s in your image i’m made.

one eye opened and one eye closed.

i lost all my faith and all hope.

that everything means anything at all.

one eye broken and one eye bruised.

cause i gave myself away for you.

you liar, you don’t love me too.

it’s easy for you, after all.

my heart is massive but it’s empty.

a permanent part of me, that innocent artery.

but it beats harder every time you come around.

but do you love the sound?

i sleep with one eye opened and one eye closed.

losing you is easier than lying to myself that you love me.

04.  𝘓𝘐𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘏.

well, i’m perfect when it comes to first impressions.

well, i romanticize and then i get to stressing.

a big brain like i’m teaching it a lesson.

baby, it’s a blessing, yeah.

you got me thinking i was too mean.

well, everything that i say, i believe.

tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve.

change like a season, reason for nothing.

i am disruptive, i have been corrupted.

and by now, i don’t need an introduction.

i been gone because i been on this road too long.

you know i get too caught up in a moment.

i can’t call it love if i show it.

i just fuck things up if you noticed.

have you noticed. tell me, have you noticed?

now i’m wondering, if i ever wanted to hold you.

it never mattered if i owned you.

cause you let anybody with a body control you.

and you know it too.

the more that you give away, the more that you have.

05.  𝘎𝘐𝘙𝘓 𝘐𝘚 𝘈 𝘎𝘜𝘕.

i feel lighter in the wasitline.

with no hands around me, no spit in my teeth.

no, i’m not your daydream.

i won’t have your baby.

stop cause you’re killing my vibe.

it’s a shot in the dark.

i’m not a walk in the park.

i come loaded with the safety switched off.

this girl is a gun and we’ve been having some fun.

and i can show if you turn the lights on.

i keep waiting for luck to come swallow me up.

i feel better when the boys stop calling.

i keep falling in love.

this measuring cup is overflowing with the same damn problems.

and you’ll be wishing you crossed your fingers.

oh, but god, is it fun when you can have more than one.

so let me show you how to touch my trigger.

my newest babys testing me lately.

i cannot take it, i love it, i break it.

i can’t be stressing to give you attention.

oh, cause it’s never enough so i’m giving you up.

and you’ll be better with a nice girl.

06.  𝘠𝘖𝘜 𝘈𝘚𝘒𝘌𝘋 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚.

i don’t know what you want from me.

when i’m suburnt lips and summer feet.

i’m tattered like these levi jeans.

now what the fuck does all this mean?

you know i’m still somebody’s daughter, see.

i spilled the milk you left for me.

my tears are falling flawlessly now.

go on and be a big girl.

you asked for this now.

everybody’s gonna drown you out.

you better show them why you talk so loud.

you wished upon a falling star.

who the hell is in your bed?

you better kiss goodnight and give some head.

and then next, the morning comes instead.

well, is this the life that lies ahead now?

i want my cake on a silver platter.

i want a fistfull in my hands.

i want a beautiful boys despondent laughter.

i wanna ruin all my plans.

i want a fist around my throat.

i want to cry so hard, i choke.

i want everything i asked for. 

★ manic by halsey ★

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halsey lockscreens // clash magazine photoshoot

Look at any personal placements and their houses! 

Aries: 

“I was filled with poison, but blessed with beauty and rage” (ultraviolence)

“but I won’t cry myself to sleep like a sucker. I pray your life is sweet you fucker” (damn) 

“everybody knew that we had too much fun” (this is what makes us girls)  

Taurus: 

“hot summer nights, mid-July, when you and I were forever wild” (summertime sadness) 

“why work so hard when you could just be free?” (swan song) 

“will you still love me when I’m no longer young and beautiful?” (young and beautiful) 

Gemini: 

“but you fit me better than my favourite sweater” (blue jeans) 

“I’ve got a war in my mind; so I just ride” (ride) 

“writing all of my songs about my cheap thrills” (is this happiness)  

Cancer: 

“if time stood still I’d take this moment make it last forever” (freak)

“remember I’ll always love you, bye” (summertime sadness) 

“the power of youth is on my mind” (old money)

Leo: 

“if I get a little prettier, can I be your baby?” (gods and monsters) 

“every now and then the stars align, boy and girl meet by great design” (lucky ones) 

“tell me I’m your national anthem” (national anthem) 

Virgo:

“I know what the boys want, I’m not going to play” (lolita) 

“a freshmen generation of degenerate beauty queens” (this is what makes us girls) 

“it’s not fashionable to love me” (honeymoon) 

Libra: 

“you got me spinning like a ballerina. You’re the bad boy that I always dreamed of.” (queen of disaster) 

“looking back, my past it all seems stranger than a stranger” (freak) 

“fooling everyone, telling them she’s having fun” (carmen) 

Scorpio: 

“he used to call me DN; it stood for deadly nightshade” (ultraviolence) 

“loving me is all you need to feel” (freak) 

“but I’m just a soul whose intentions are good” (don’t let me be misunderstood)

Sagittarius: 

“my baby lives in shades of blue; blue eyes and jazz and attitude. He lives in California too. He drives a Chevy Malibu” (shades of cool) 

“I feel free when I see no one and nobody knows my name” (god knows I tried) 

“sometimes I wake up in the morning to red, blue and yellow skies” (god knows I tried) 

Capricorn: 

“money is the anthem of success, so put on mascara and your party dress” (national anthem) 

“everytime I close my eyes, it’s like a dark paradise” (dark paradise) 

“fame, liquor, love give it to me slowly” (gods and monsters) 

Aquarius: 

“you’re so art deco, out on the floor” (art deco) 

“club queen on the downtown scene” (art deco)

“he said be cool but I’m already the coolest” (national anthem) 

Pisces: 

“and there’s no remedy for memory” (dark paradise) 

“love you more than those bitches before” (blue jeans) 

Ashley~ Apart from my beating heart Its a muscle, but it’s still not strong enough to carry the Weight of the choices I’ve made

clementine~ I left my daydreams at the gate because I just can’t take ‘em too Know my heart still has a suitcase, but I still can’t take it through

Graveyard~ It’s gettin’ real You lock the door, you’re drunk at the steering wheel And I can’t conceal

You should be sad~ I’m just glad I made it out without breaking down And then ran so fucking far That you would never ever touch me again

Forever… (is a long time)~ ‘Cause I could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish it What am I thinking? What does this mean? How could somebody ever love me?

Dominic’s Interlude~ And if you’re lookin’ for signs then, you should know There’s power in the words you’re thinkin’

I HATE EVERYBODY~ And really, I could fall in love with anybody who don’t want me So I just keep sayin’ I hate everybody

3am~ Know that my identity’s always getting the best of me I’m the worst of my enemies And I don’t really know what to do with me

Without Me~ And then I got you off your knees Put you right back on your feet Just so you could take advantage of me

Finally // beautiful stranger~ I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss And I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

Alanis’ Interlude~ ‘Cause he is she is her And her and he are love

killing boys~ And I won’t ever feel this way again ‘Cause you don’t need me anymore

SUGA’s Interlude~ I wonder what’s in store If I don’t love it anymore

More~ Wanna scream, but what’s the use?

Still Learning~ I know that I’ve done some wrong But I’m tryna make it right

929~ And I remember the names of every single kid I’ve met But I forget half the people who I’ve gotten in bed And I’ve stared at the sky in Milwaukee And hoped that my father would finally call me

Ashley~ Apart from my beating heart Its a muscle, but it’s still not strong enough to carry the Weight of the choices I’ve made

clementine~ I left my daydreams at the gate because I just can’t take ‘em too Know my heart still has a suitcase, but I still can’t take it through

Graveyard~ It’s gettin’ real You lock the door, you’re drunk at the steering wheel And I can’t conceal

You should be sad~ I’m just glad I made it out without breaking down And then ran so fucking far That you would never ever touch me again

Forever… (is a long time)~ ‘Cause I could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish it What am I thinking? What does this mean? How could somebody ever love me?

Dominic’s Interlude~ And if you’re lookin’ for signs then, you should know There’s power in the words you’re thinkin’

I HATE EVERYBODY~ And really, I could fall in love with anybody who don’t want me So I just keep sayin’ I hate everybody

3am~ Know that my identity’s always getting the best of me I’m the worst of my enemies And I don’t really know what to do with me

Without Me~ And then I got you off your knees Put you right back on your feet Just so you could take advantage of me

Finally // beautiful stranger~ I’ve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss And I’m terrified, but I can’t resist

Alanis’ Interlude~ ‘Cause he is she is her And her and he are love

killing boys~ And I won’t ever feel this way again ‘Cause you don’t need me anymore

SUGA’s Interlude~ I wonder what’s in store If I don’t love it anymore

More~ Wanna scream, but what’s the use?

Still Learning~ I know that I’ve done some wrong But I’m tryna make it right

929~ And I remember the names of every single kid I’ve met But I forget half the people who I’ve gotten in bed And I’ve stared at the sky in Milwaukee And hoped that my father would finally call me

I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive

I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind

Don't assign me yours’

~ ASHLEY // HALSEY

and that colorful mess is just colorful regret ~

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