Hi guys, I know it's been a while since I last posted anything.
Honestly, I wasn't planning to drop a new fic and disappear a few months either, but I really needed it.
I was feeling pretty terrible physically. Head ringing, headaches every day, pain everywhere, etc.
Needed to get to the root of the problem.
I managed to get some stuff solved on my own, then two friends kind of gave enlightenment on the matter bc I had been complaining about the pain for a few months already 😂
Long story short, they suspected I have EDS bc of my answers to their questions. I didn't know what that was until then, so I had to do my research lol. Found the symptoms. Match an awful lot of them. Did the hypermobility test. Passed.
Unfortunately, I can't get a professional diagnosis in my country because there are no certified specialists here according to the official site. So F.
I am 99% certain anyway. Just want the diagnosis as tangible proof that I'm not crazy.
All these times I told my parents I was tired, in pain, or expressed something wasn't right... I was correct. But I got called dramatic and lazy, and was made to normalize the pain, fatigue, and other shit I deal with.
All this to say, I've had to make several adjustments to my lifestyle after that discovery, which made me quite busy since that involves figuring out how to make a living without driving myself into the grave (which was basically what I was doing).
Good news is, I don't feel like I'm dying every damn day anymore. So yay me.
Set something for the uhh making a living thingy, but it hasn't bear fruit yet. The constant and long power outages aren't helping lol. So my focus is on that for now.
Will be back to my fics when things take up a bit.