um, what..

In a day as a god, my words would be

Earth;

Absolute, powerful, sturdy,

Paving the way to a better world.

My world would be without

Money, class, positions of power.

For what need is there for money,

If all are equal?

My world would be without

Prejudice, racism, xenophobia or homophobia.

For what need is there for hatred,

If all are equal?

My world would be rich

In food, resources, clean water.

For what need is there for suffering,

If all are equal?

My world would be a paradise,

Though only because it would free us

From things separating us.

For what need is there for disparity,

Time isn't real. You spend every second worrying

about the next and the one before,

as though you can change

what has been or will be to come.

Dividing our lives into "there's no time like the present" and

"life's too short" as if there's no time to take a step back and just;

breathe.

Rushing our lives away out of

fear that time's running out?

It's nonsensical; a waste of time if you will.

Time isn't real. It's merely a concept thrust

Upon generation upon generation upon generation upon generation

to scare you into "living life to the full!"

Your time isn't running out.

Perched on the edge,

we all sit in wonder

as the fireflies

zip about below.

We all sit in wonder

and look a little harder as cars

zip about below

and people head home.

We look a little harder as cars

form uniform lines

and people head home

as the sun sets above us

forming uniform lines

of purple, orange, red,

as the sun sets above us

What if this drink didn't taste how it's supposed to, if it soured and curdled in the glass right before my eyes? Or maybe the taste would be more than I could hope for, and explosion of wonder in my mouth? Or, what if, it tasted exactly how it should?

What if somebody barrelled straight though the door, screaming the whole room down? Or maybe a whole marching band stormed through, music blaring to the sound of cheering onlookers? Or, what if, somebody quietly walked in, ordered, and left?

What if all the lights went out, plunging the centre into an eerie darkness? Or maybe they all shone just a little brighter, with such a subtle change, that you'd only notice if you focused real hard? Or, what if, they didn't change at all?

What if my pen exploded all over this page whilst I'm writing? Or maybe it ran out of ink before I could finis tni s nt n e. Or, what if, it did exactly as it's designed to do?

What if that thing you're worried about went worse than you could've ever imagined? Or maybe it turns out better than you dreamed it could? Or, what if, it turned out exactly the was it's supposed to?

1 I was tagged by @jerserry thank you

2 Nickname: Dan/Danny

3 Sign: Cancer

4 Height: 180cm

5 Howgarts house: Gryffindor

6 Last thing I googled: What Hogwarts house am I 🙃😂😂

7 Song stuck in my head: Highway to Hell

8 No. of followers: 103

9 Amount of sleep: Probably average about 5/6

10 Lucky number : 12/39

11 dream job : Publisher Author

12 wearing : Ripped skinny jeans, chains, band top, flannel shirt, vans

13 Aesthetic: Emo/Goth/Punk

14 favorite authors: Steven King, Rick Riordan, Derek Landy, Jules Verne, H.G.Wells, Douglas Adams

15 favorite animal noise : Turtle

16 random: my favourite movie is Interstellar

And that's what's fucking me up so much.

I wish I could forget about it all,

Every bittersweet memory of you and what we had.

I know we said we wanted to be friends, but I can't.

Seeing you tears me apart more and more,

Knowing you're happy, getting better,

Dealing with this far better than I am.

I've never felt like this before, it's ruining me.

I have to save myself,

And that means losing you forever.