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Even while craving intimacy
All I crave is distance
It’s like there’s a sudden urgency, and I think there’s no chance
that we both make it through unscathed, because the truth is I don’t want to be saved
This aching feeling keeps me up at night
I’m still afraid
What will you say if I tell you I’m afraid?
It’s not for lack of trying
This wall I fight so hard to knock down rebuilds itself the second I start to feel this way
These thoughts that rage in my mind never cease
The timer to 21 counts down and I can feel in my bones what’s coming
I wish I could hide what’s inevitable like I never existed
There are a lot of moments I’m not sure what to say
I stand there blindsided by the emotions that fill me
But when each moment passes i suddenly remember how to speak
The words that couldn’t find their footing land heavily with regret
The sound of regret is something that will never leave my head,
It fills the moments I wish I knew what needed to be said
The moments where it mattered most but I let it slip away
Not out of carelessness or intentionality
But because I’m not sure what to say

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It’s so crazy how another person can instantly make me feel so much better,
Some people really are just human medicine
Trying to move toward the future while forgiving the past is something I will work on for an eternity
This feeling that’s been instilled in me is so unbelievably real and strange I almost don’t know how to act,
Who knew another person could make me feel this way?
My room is a mess and I can’t help but ignore the nagging feeling of my own burdens
It’s unfortunate that I caused this myself and no one can take away the scars that are permanently engraved into my body

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I miss the burn
The feeling of my skin tearing
The placidity that accompanies the cold drip down my leg
Sometimes I feel a pull in my chest
It feels like I’m folding into myself and these thoughts that contain me
I don’t know what to say or think I get trapped in a moment that never really existed
And I really shouldn’t feel this way but I do and I don’t know how to justify it
Sometimes I feel better
And then I remember
I feel so gloomy

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This hurting feeling creeps into ever aspect of my life and affects the relationships I cherish most, I’m never quite sure what to say when I’m asked how I feel. The things I’ve done are just that and the feelings that overwhelm my every step vanish the moment I start to speak. How do you describe something indescribable? How do you wake each morning without the ache of despair and drowning that clutches my every breath. How do I continue to live when every moment feels so empty.
It feels so cowardly to think this way, there are so many people that have tried to show me their way. It’s not that I don’t understand, I do. I really do. But it feels like a false promise because I know in the end what I’m going to do and it’s only a matter of time
Who knows maybe time can heal me and the grass will be greener and the birds will sing. Maybe it’s only a matter of time.
Sitting in my bed I scramble to find the truth
Among all my books and notes there’s nothing I can truly use
I can’t describe this feeling that washes over me like a wave
It’s something that boils up inside me never leaving, it always stays.
Sitting in my bed I’m not sure what to do
I know what my heart wants but is it the truth?
I feel desolate and empty
There’s really no way to describe this feeling
The scars that come and never leave
Are a reminder of who I am, who I used to be
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You’re the moon on a dark cold night
I want to follow you but I’m afraid
Because ive never been the type to stay
Once you see what hiding in my abyss
I’m afraid you’ll know that I was never the one you’d miss
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Sitting in my bed I contemplate
Do I do it now? Is it too late?