my big fat diary

the new tumblr’s logo really said “skinny” lol

my mum died 5 days ago and i know that this mourning has the power to make me gain or lose a lot of weight

after trying recovery i’m (un)happy to announce that i’m back mf

not my scale adding 1,5kg to my weight in one night lmao

i asked my bf if he could see that i have lost 2kg and he said no. I’m gonna kill myself

i’m so fucking angry right now. My mum has been rummaging through my things, finding a diary where i basically described my body goal, my ed experience and so on, and she had the AUDACITY to scream at me. Not in a “i love you and i’m worried about you”. She is, once again, trying to victimize herself and make me the villain of the story, telling my whole family that i’m a bitch, a stupid and so on. I’m so sick of this

a lot of blogs that i follow are deactivated or not posting anymore, and i really hope it’s because they are recovering. In case: good luck >3

ehi siri, search “how to avoid a mental breakdown over your boyfriend’s chocolate on valentines day”

sometimes i feel like i’m recovering and then boom: it’s bad again

tumblr and twitter ed’s community really are two different worlds

mfs be like “what that mouth do?” idk bro, lie about my weight?

is it just me or i see myself skinnier while doing workout?