Eleventh Hour.

Anyway, I’ll be moving the Doctor over to my multi-muse @betterdcyz ‘cos no matter what,  I still don’t feel 100% okay here anymore.  I still feel somewhat anxious,  so I think moving him there will make me feel somewhat better in the long run,  you know?  Gonna do the same /w Adam and Ianto ‘cos they also have their own single blogs that I haven’t touched in months lmao 

             I might return soon,  not too sure,  my anxiety has been somewhat low because I haven’t touched tumblr at all.  I have been somewhat thinking moving most of my muses that are on single blogs back on my multi-muse including this one and doing an overhaul.  Alsooooo - since I am out of the loop here,  what has happened to the st fandom?  ‘cos I am curious???? 

Okay,  small update:  I think it’s going to be good - there are only a few lymph nodes in certain areas.  Like lungs,  throat,  liver.  But it can be easily treated /w chemo.  So I’m glad it isn’t like - at any stage?  To be fair,  I don’t know much about cancer,  I don’t know about the chemo except for like:  what you see in shows and such.  But yeah,  I think it’s going to be okay. 

Anyway,  I think I might go on a semi-hiatus.   And eventually,  I’ll use my old email to my old blog for my commission blog.  Aka which I deactivated ‘cos one,  I had too many posts and deleting each one of them didn’t help with my mental health.   But I’m going to look after myself.  Tomorrow dad’s going to get his results about what cancer stage he’s in.  So I ain’t looking forward to that.   I apologize for those who followed me and wishing to interact with me.  Perhaps in a month’s time it’ll happen.  I don’t know.   But on a positive note:  Do look after yourself too,  drink water,  and never forget that you’re important to the world,  to me,  and to the Doctor.  Anyway,  I’mma try and sleep this anxiety off and tomorrow I’ll be waiting for those results.

Walking around with a long sleeve top was a bad idea,  but I got my milkshake. 

Also,  a reminder that I do roleplay on discord,  and sometimes I feel like I’m more comfortable towards there than here sometimes,  if you get me?  I’m often online there anyway,  and private servers give you that range of limitless possibilities.  ( So if we’re mutuals,  do tell me what your discord is,  I’ll add you and we’ll have a little nifty private server for rps and such )

Also,  have your daily reminder that you are loved,  and that you’re important to the Doctor and me <3 

Just chilling for a moment,  and watching Kingdom Hearts playthroughs,  I might reblog my promo again and then relax and later on do some exercise!