♔: *glass sun.

I love the people I've met through this blog, and I love playing my interpretation of Elia, but I've realized that I was making it harder on myself stressing on what to do and how to meet people when those are the very things that make this hobby worthwhile. And that stress was killing my muses, including Elia, and shutting down my inspiration time and time again. It's to the point where all of my muses have become more sporadic instead of stable, and that was no fun. I'm glad I had the winter vacation when I did, it was a true break. So I've made a resolution this year that I intend to keep.

I'm going into this year with a clear head, and try not to stress myself so much on here that I end up worrying over nothing. If things get too crazy for me, I'll take a break and regroup until I feel ready to go at it and have fun. Because in the end, that's what roleplaying is all about. No games of thrones needed or worrying to please others. It's to have fun for yourself.

So I'm going to try and take it easy on myself. And possibly be more social too, in time. I've got so many lovely people that I know, but am not familiar with enough, and vice versa that they're not familiar with me. That goes for this blog too, I'm going to try and take it easy. If I need a break, I'll take it. And it turn, I'll get better and better.

'kay friends! so my folks and i are going to the east coast for christmas! my grandma's house has a computer and internet so that shouldn't be a problem for the first week of vacation, but just in case, if you see me gone for longer than usual, we're probably moving from place to place visiting family, so activity might be wonky.

baby request: heiressofdorne - Elia/Jaime Lannister if the had ended up getting married

Name: Olyvar Lannister

Gender: Male

General appearance: His notable feature is that he has more of his mother's coloring, with olive skin and dark hair, but Olyvar has more of his father's physical features, which thankfully includes his health.

Personality: Olyvar is naturally observant of his surroundings and his duties. He is confident and able, preferring the art of battle rather than courtly duties, but that's not to say that he has learned a great deal about lordship and strategy. He takes great pride in both his strength and intelligence, and can be rather outspoken at times, much to his mother's chargin. Nevertheless, Olyvar does have a strong sense of responsibility towards his duty and his family.

Special talents: He is known to be very skilled with a sword, which fits into more his style rather than jousting.

Who they like better: Elia, though he does love both his parents.

Who they take after more: Jaime hands down.

Personal headcanon: As much as he does have an affinity for fighting, he does hold an interest in cyvasse. And often challenges either his mother or his uncle Tyrion when he has the chance. Their wit proves greater than his... which he won't admit easily.

Holding her daughter as she sat upon her lap, Elia had started to tell the stories of the Rhoyne that she would hear herself as a girl. Upon finishing the tale of Queen Nymeria, Elia had noticed Rhaenys sleeping in her arms. She had guessed that she was more tired than she had previously realized, for her many stories to put her to sleep.

A sudden slump had hit Elia's side as she lounged, and she had looked down to see her little niece sleeping soundly besides her. A smile grew on her lips as she shook her head. "Worn from all the excitement today, hm?" she said to herself softly and chuckled. She would let her sleep and be comfortable with her aunt, Elia would watch over her just fine.

The night had drawn late, as she could not see the light of the moon from her window. It must be proof that the hour had grown later than she had previously suspected. Another clue more obvious to Elia was the sudden pressure that was pushing against her arm. Turning her head, she had noticed that her husband had fallen asleep. A late hour indeed, that she had just noticed him sleeping there.

Well I do follow a few Jaime's already, and would love to play with any of them if they'd be willing! Plot, chat, the works! I should also make myself more friendly and bond with said people and also more people in general, haha.  It's a thing I've been trying to work on myself recently.