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📖I’m n, my tc(s) are c and w! I post more about c, w is very much platonic.

🦢c and I’s age gap is 14 yrs, and I’m not sure abt w!

🕊I’m 16, 17 in March (16 is the age of consent where I live) and going into my junior year of high school.

🏩I have bpd (borderline personality disorder) and post about it sometimes or when I’m having melt downs and to spread awareness, so trigger warning(?) -> C is my fp (fp is a term used with borderline that means favourite person, to put it simply we get really attached to this person and base our entire life/decisions on what they think of us) and has been for about three years, so these melt downs are often triggered when I get too worked up about not being able to see her regularly anymore.

🔖I rant quite a bit on here, I will add trigger warnings if they’re needed but I thought I’d throw that out there!!

hi, so unfortunately this year I will most likely be doing online school. Which means little to no updates about w :( (or c, but I’ll still post about when I miss her I guess.)

I wanted to put this little update here as an explanation for my future absence. I’m taking a year off of in person classes to work on my anxiety. It is so crippling and ruins my every day, and through lots of work and therapy I’ve found out that the root of my anxiety is school. (ironic, right?)

This is not the end of this account, as I’m returning to in person classes next year. Sooooo that means w updates!

then I’d spill.

if you said stop

I’d be still.

if you jumped then I’d jump

down their throat

and i’d go for the kill.

when you say leave

I run.

you said forgive me

I said you did nothing wrong.

cause if you lie then I’d lie

on your back

while you sleep

to the sound of a gun.

but I know that you know what I mean.

so at what point of you knowing

is you just controlling me.

if I’d do anything for you

that means

you know you could do anything

to me.