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Sad, sad melon.

I like men who pick on me and give me forehead kisses. That's my kryptonite combo right there.

After a while you learn

the subtle difference between

holding a hand and chaining a soul

and you learn

that love doesn’t mean leaning

and company doesn’t always mean security.

And you begin to learn

that kisses aren’t contracts

and presents aren’t promises

and you begin to accept your defeats

with your head up and your eyes ahead

with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child

and you learn

to build all your roads on today

because tomorrow’s ground is

too uncertain for plans

and futures have a way of falling down

in mid-flight.

After a while you learn

that even sunshine burns

if you get too much

so you plant your own garden

and decorate your own soul

instead of waiting for someone

to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure

you really are strong

you really do have worth

and you learn

with every goodbye, you learn…

-After a While, Veronica A. Shoffstall

#after a while #quote #veronica a shoffstall #goodbyes

What do I want (right now)?

I don't want complicated. I don't want disappointment. I don't want waiting. I want to care for someone else, but not too much? I want something effortless, but understand that any real relationship requires effort, a lot of it. So does that mean I don't want a rship right now? Or am I just scared? I can't tell.

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Day 43

"it's too much responsibility".

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what i learned

1) dont throw away all your expectations; you just end up throwing yourself away with them

2) dont let someone else’s insecurities make you insecure

3) either accept feelings arent exactly mutual or get the fuck out early

4) words are often times just words

5) good intentions do not offset a painful outcome

6) dont justify his mistakes; if he cared enough to explain himself, he would have

7) dont reveal too much; knowledge is power

8) I deserve more

u-turd

March 2012.

I haven’t learned anything, have I? Will I be making the same mistakes another 7 years from now?

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#heartbreak #rupi kaur #bye

27 Days Later

I thought I was doing ok, but I must be in one of the ebbs of this ebb and flow. I guess I kept thinking that you were having a tough time and really missing me. But now I'm wondering if you're actually doing fine. Lately I've been imagining you meeting someone else. It's fair, I'm doing it. I imagine you kissing her on the cheek, burying your face in her neck. It's a haunting imagine. I'm sure you imagine the same about me, right? But maybe now it's a bearable thought for you. I'm trying to accept everything too, but I wish I didn't have to. I keep trying to remind myself of all the bad times, but all the good ones come barging in. I miss holding your hand. I miss you asking me to touch your face. I miss eating together. I miss the trips we took and the jokes we had. Why couldn't we just fucking work? We tried so hard. Why after all that, could we not get our shit together. Why do I have to grow and get thru life separately now? Why couldn't we do it together.

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Fuck me for caring. Even now, as I laying here letting my mind wander to some pretty fucked up what-ifs, I hesitate to hurt you back. Because I'm a better person than you will ever be.

You are a pathetic loser. I feel bad for you.

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Lilly Chorny - Harmony Pool, 2014

What are you doing right now? How have you been spending your days? Are you feeling better too? It's sad, isn't it? Moving on. Slowly, one careful, tiny step at a time. Sad that it's such a slow progress and even sad that it is progress. I miss you.

I miss you. Again, always? I keep thinking of what my next relationship will be like (if I can ever get there). Then I think of our moments. Simple moments. Like us walking together. I don't know what street we're on or where we're headed, but I just see us. Walking hand in hand. I miss you. I miss you.

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“It occurred to me I’ll never see you again. I don’t know which is worse: the pain, or the freedom.”

— c.t.//excerpt from a book i won’t write

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