as most of you know, i write fanfics about the sturniolo triplets. recently, these past couple months ive been slacking. a lot. school, family problems, life, etc. have all been reasons as to why i dont write anymore. trust me, i want to. but i have absolutely no motivation at all.

when i used to write, i had my irl best friend who helped me with majority of ideas and nicknames for readers, and much more and i give her so much credit. unfortunately, me and her are currently on a friendship break, since the beginning of september. and she’s deactivated her tumblr account.

i miss her every single day. she was my closest friend ever, and we hungout every weekend. i cant continue to allow myself to write our conjoined ideas anymore without her support.

writing is my thing. i absolutely adore putting my thoughts into actual words, for not just myself, but others. all of my friends irl love when i write, and writing is my way to escape and express myself.

i have been obsessed with the sturniolo triplets since the beginning of 2023. now, recently i havent been watching their videos as much. im also on sturntwt, but even on there im not as active as much.

i could say school and my personal problems is the reason for my absence, and it 100% could be. but with the triplets not being as active as they used to be is also a teensy bit of the reason why. (absolutely no offense to them, im excited for whatever they are working on.)

tumblr has unfortunately become such a toxic, and tiring environment that many people are now dreading to be on sturnblr just because of the drama. a dear close friend of mine deleted her account, and after then my motivation just declined even more.

this is not my goodbye forever, i just wanted to explain my absence on here. i still have all of my notifs on, and i clearly still do reblog works and hop into my friends’ inboxes sometimes.

that being said, thank you to everyone who has made my tumblr experience quite the journey. you know who you are, and i deeply appreciate you. i appreciate everyone who reads my writing, and even if you dont, that’s alright. thank you anyways.

like i said, this is not my goodbye. i just do not know when another fic will be out, but unfortunately i can say it wont be anytime soon.

if you read this, thank you truly.

with all love, mila. aka sturnslutz. aka matt’s baby momma. 💌