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to all the haters

this song rlly hits home

everyone knows this one already but...

dont drink kids XD

another to my collection of amazing music

heres to life

its wierd but the good kind lol

summers finally here XD

love this one <3

im gonna post some good songs im feelin, number one i guess lol

i dont really know what to say i just feel idk numb sometimes like im alone but i dont exactly care that that much im not happy im not sad im fine i didnt cry when they said goodbye maybe it was because it didntt seem real or maybe they were just fake friends but we all played along so i think i got lost in the game without realizing that i dont even like playing and the game that i do want isnt a game at all its real all to real i love it so much but it will never be mine i think about it a lot but i know i cant have it i think thats why i played so well it took my mind off the reality that i wanted i used to not hae to play that game i used to have someone some days i feel i dodged a bullet when i think about what we had other days i wish i had her again but then the people that i play this game with convince me that she was bad for me but now i think that even though we have our differencs now i feel like what i felt a year ago with her is better than what i feel like now but it doesnt matter right im just in middle school-high school tansition i have my whole life ahead of me and i know that i do but i still have to deal with this this thing that doesnt matter well maybe it matters to me you know and i know in the big scheme of things my experience now wont have a huge impact but maybe it will maybe it will impact everything and do i want to look back and remeber this bieng alone bieng just fine or do i want to remember bieng happy bieng with that reality that i think about all the time and yeah i probably dont deserve it but i want it and that should be enough.