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Hello Umablr! I, the Centurial Overlord, T.M. Opera O, have come to grace you with my presence! Let us take the stage together! A performance cannot be completed without its actors!
If you wish to talk, I am willing to lend an ear! I cannot achieve my destiny as the overlord without my loyal knights!
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Miyabi had one wish she wanted to come true. With Harumasa by her side, she decides to make it happen. She can only hope the stars would carry her wish.
As more time went by, Harumasa wondered if he truly deserved his place in Section 6. He knew Miyabi had said she chose him because he was the most qualified, but he wondered if that was really true. Did he really belong there with them?
For Miyabi, Harumasa was more valuable than anything. She loved everything about him. In her eyes, his smile could light up the night sky. It would always be something she treasured.
Harumasa was the one to invite her out. Miyabi had only accepted the invitation. For her, it was all she could do to spend more time with him. After all, time was trickling away and vanishing like the bright lights in the sky.
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Hollow operations were familiar routines for Section 6, but Miyabi wasn't used to going into a hollow without Harumasa there. She wished he could be there with her.
Harumasa never thought it was possible for someone like him, yet this was happening. He really wonders how he had been so lucky as to end up with Hoshimi Miyabi, but maybe that did not really matter.
Alright! I am back to talk about Harumasa once more! Why? Because I love this man a lot.
As the title says, this is about Harumasa's self worth. I'll be mentioning some of his trust events here of course.
Some warnings for mention of suicide attempt.
In the Rank up three event, we encounter him at Port Elpis talking to a girl outside the lighthouse. Harumasa mentions that the girl looked like she was going to jump, so he talked her down from it. He also mentions that he shared some of his personal experiences with her. It is possible that he may have considered doing similar himself before, but things changed and he saw a little more value in his life.
However, just because he saw a little more value in his life doesn't mean he believes he has as much value as anyone else. I don't think he really values himself as much as he does the lives of other people.
During his agent story, A Name Written In Water, Harumasa gave his spinal fluid so that Kana, Ryosuke, and Tsubaki wouldn't have to. He was afraid for their health and safety. Even when the proxy tells him he needs to go to a hospital, he dismisses it and says he will be fine. Then he says he will fight his ethereal turned master.
When he says "No one values my life more than I do", I think he is saying that he doesn't think other people see any value in him. While he doesn't see much value in himself, Harumasa still wants to live. He wants to keep fighting to give his own life meaning and importance. Because he knows he will be dying, so he wants to make sure he is able to contribute something meaningful before the end comes.
But Harumasa likely isn't aware or used to having people who genuinely value and care about him. With Section 6 and the proxies, he has people like that. And slowly, he would be able to understand how much they love him and wish for him to live for longer.
So I saw a few posts saying it wouldn't be fair for Harumasa to be in a relationship with someone because it would hurt them when he does. But that is completely wrong to say. He is just as deserving as anyone else is to be able to have a relationship.
And saying that he shouldn't be in one because of his illness? That is unfair to him. Yes it would hurt the other person when he does die, but it doesn't mean he shouldn't be allowed to pursue a relationship. Harumasa likely already believes that he doesn't deserve to have relationships with people and having people keep a distance from him would only affirm the belief. And having people leave because of his illness only adds more to his belief that it is his fault people leave him.
Speaking of specific relationships he has, with the proxies Harumasa was tentative about letting them know about his illness. But of course they were able to figure it out from spending some time with him during his agent story. He slowly started letting them in just a bit more the more he spent time with them. Harumasa is happy to be able to spend time with Belle and Wise. But there are still some things he wouldn't be so willing to talk to them about. He passes off some of his own concerns as a joke so that they don't worry about him. While he let's the proxies in, he is afraid of giving too much because he thinks that could lead to them leaving too.
And with Section 6, they are people he grew to trust. Harumasa spends time with all of them, but he never shared about his illness with them. They only ended up finding out after he had nearly died.
With Soukaku, he sometimes jokes around with her. But he will apologize if he makes her cry. Like when she tried some of his coffee and he joked about how his life span was shortened now. When Soukaku started crying about not wanting him to die, Harumasa promised her he would live to 100 even though he knew it wasn't realistic for him.
With Yanagi, he is someone she worries about and nags for work. But she still looks out for him. In the Pale Wasteland story, Harumasa mentions how Yanagi had been ready to call a hospital and plan a funeral when he had started coughing up blood. Yanagi cares about his well being. She had even subtly told the new recruits he was training that Harumasa was sickly and that they should make sure he doesn't overwork himself. And lots of the new recruits listened much to Harumasa's annoyance. He had only been trying to make sure Yanagi didn't overwork herself.
And with Miyabi, Harumasa does care about her even if he teases her sometimes. During the Bringer incident when Miyabi is captured, he reminds Yanagi that they need to focus on capturing Bringer. Not because he doesn't care about Miyabi, he does care about her. He just also knows that if they focus on rescuing Miyabi, Bringer could get away. And Harumasa trusts that Miyabi will be okay. And she is. As I had said before, Miyabi also looks out for Harumasa by getting him things she knows he will like (bitter melon juice) and she praises him a lot too. She believes he is stronger than he let's on and says she never wants to make an enemy out of him.
While Harumasa had asked the proxies to kill him if he were to become an ethereal, I think he wouldn't actually let that happen. Even if he were to ask anyone of Section 6 to do the same thing, he wouldn't wish that on any of them. During the movie event, he says it would be horrible to watch your loved one die in front of you. So I think that if it were to come to it, he would take things into his own hands and stop himself before he becomes an ethereal just so no one he loves has to be burdened with doing it.
Even if you do or do not ship Harumasa with anyone in Section 6, it is hard not to see how close he is to all of them. They are people who care for him and he cares for them in turn.
Harumasa is someone who is just as deserving of love as any other person is.
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Spoilers for his Agent Story: A Name Written in Water (of course) and other events
Another thing I remember is something that happens during Harumasa's agent story, A Name Written in Water. When the proxy threatens to break their partnership with him after hearing Kirishima say "Oh, you're deteriorating rapidly... Looks like luck is on my side."
Harumasa immediately caves and tells them what he had chosen to do because in that moment, it felt like they could leave him and he was afraid of that. He knew they were concerned when he told them he had given his spinal fluid to protect the kids because he could tell they were not in good condition. And he dismisses the proxy's concern with "It's fine. The dose was small enough not to cause any serious side effects. Besides, my tolerance is different from theirs. My body… is used to this kind of strain."
He cares about other people a bit more than he does himself. He had grown up in a place that taught him he was less than others because of his condition. He doesn't see himself as important compared to other people. Compared to others, he believes he doesn't really have loved ones to return to, but he is wrong. Harumasa has the proxies and Section 6. After learning everything, they accepted him for who he is and chose to stay with him.
Of course, Harumasa had to ask them to continue to treat him as they have before. He doesn't want to be pitied for his illness, and they respect his wishes after a little. Section 6 shows their care for him in little ways. Like during the food event, Miyabi got him some bitter melon juice. She knows he likes bitter things, so she got him something that was bitter and could help with his health.
She is showing her care for him in her own way. Just like how Yanagi is making sure he still has his job in order to have enough to make a living. After all, he would need money in order to afford all of his medications that he needs.
Despite it all, Harumasa is still surprised to find out people care about him in these ways. It just isn't something he expects from other people. He never really had that growing up. It is all still something he needs to get used to.
Hoshimi Miyabi was the blade that cut through the darkness, and Section 6 was her sheath. They were always there to make sure justice was delivered. Miyabi was the one to protect them, not the other way around. It was never the other way around. Harumasa wished that she would allow him to protect her one day.