norman fucking rockwell! starters.
you fucked me so good that i almost said i love you.
youāre fun and youāre wild, but you donāt know half of the shit that you put me through.
i canāt change that, and i canāt change your mood.
ācause youāre just a man, itās just what you do.
why wait for the best when i could have you?
i donāt get bored, i just see you through.
you took my sadness out of context.
maybe i could save you from your sins.
take a deep breath, baby, let me in.
they mistook my kindness for weakness.
i fucked up, i know that, but jesus āĀ canāt a girl just do the best she can?
who i am is a big-time believer that people can change.
you donāt have to leave her.
when everyoneās talking, you can make a stand.
even in the dark, i feel your resistance.
you can see my heart burning in the distance.
you want this, you need this.
oh god, miss you on my lips.
youāre beautiful and iām insane.
give me hallmark. one dream, one life, one lover.
touch me with your fingertips.
weāre getting high now because weāre older.
me myself, i like diamonds.
if you werenāt mine, iād be jealous of your love.
maybe the way that iām living is killing me.
it turns out everywhere you go, you take yourself. thatās not a lie.
wish that you would hold me or just say that you were mine.
itās killing me slowly.
dream a little dream of me. make me into something sweet.
it turns out californiaās more than just a state of mind.
if i wasnāt so fucked up, i think iād fuck you all the time.
we got this relationship.
i love her so bad, but she treats me like shit.
take this veil off my eyes.
my burning sun will, some day, rise.
said iām gonna play with myself.
weāve come to tell you that sheās evil, most definitely. evil, ornery, scandalous and evil, most definitely.
iād like to hold her head underwater.
iām a star and iām burning through you.
be my once in a lifetime.
thanks for the high life.
i would like to think that you would stick around.
you know that iād just die to make you proud.
touch me anywhereĀ ācause iām your baby.
i believe that you see me for who i am.
is it safe to just be who we are?
you try to push me out, but i just find my way back in.
thereās things that i wanna say to you, but iāll just let you live.
if you hold me without hurting me, youāll be the first who ever did.
what you been up to, my baby?
havenāt seen youĀ āround here lately.
all of the guys tell me lies, but you donāt.
you just crack another beer and pretend that youāre still here.
this is how to disappear.
i love that man like nobody can.
iām always going to be right here.
no oneās going anywhere.
you donāt ever have to be stronger than you really are.
i wanted to reach out, but i never said a thing.
i shouldnāt have done it.
i wanted to call you, but i didnāt say a thing.
iāll catch you on the flip side.
weāll do whatever you want, travel, wherever how far.
you donāt ever have to be stronger than you really are.
you donāt ever have to act cooler than you think you should.
youāre brighter than the brightest stars.
youāre scared to win, scared to lose.
whateverās on tonight, i just wanna party with you.
you make me feel like thereās something that i never knew i wanted.
itās you. all the roads lead to you.
i see you for who you really are.
i miss dancing with you the most of all.
nobody warns you before the fall.
donāt leave, i just need a wake-up call.
iām facing the greatest loss of all.
i want shit to feel just like it used to.
i guess that iām burned out after all.
sometimes, girls just want to have fun.
the poetry inside of me is warm like a gun.
itāll buy me a year if i play my cards right.
iām just trying to keep my love alive.
bartender, our loveās alive.
baby, remember, iām not drinking wine.
that cherry coke you serve is fine.
i love the little games that we play.
do you want me or do you not?
i heard one thing, now iām hearing another.
happiness is a butterfly.
whatās the worst that can happen to a girl whoās already been hurt?
if heās as bad as they say, then i guess iām cursed.
donāt be a jerk. donāt call me a taxi.
i just wanna dance with you.
i lose myself in the music, baby.
iāve been tearing around in my fucking nightgown.
donāt ask if iām happy. you know that iām not.
at best, i can say iām not sad.
hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have.
she couldnāt care less, and i never cared more.
hope is a dangerous thing for a woman with my past.
iāve got monsters still under my bed that i could never fight off.
they write that iām happy. they know that iām not.