I Wish My Life Was A Typical Shoujo

I am not actually tired, but numb and heavy, and can’t find the right words. All I can say is: Stay with me, don’t leave me.

Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to admit openly. Some are afraid to show even the slightest sign of affection because of fear. Fear that their feelings may not be recognized, or even worst, returned. But one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within.

I think I’m hard to love because I love too hard.

Let’s continue this conversation in bed, she whispered, my legs can’t wait to hear what your hands have to say.

I can live without you. But I don’t want to. I don’t ever want to.