lottie

i have never been able to grasp how there are people with MANY consistent friends. like you hang out with these people (individually) often? i dont have many friends bc that is nearly impossible. my social battery runs out so quickly. i can only be consistent with like 4 people max.

still not over that one stupid bitch i met on here and talked to/flirted with, then finding out she had a girlfriend through her socials, because she was lousy at being sneaky. hope shes having the worst week ever.

yes, i am a virgin. yes, i would definitely be a great lay. it honestly doesn't need to make sense to anyone but me.

and on that note, im gonna start going on my hikes alone cause who has the fucking patience to wait for someone to be available? anywho

why did i just dm someone who doesnt follow me back to play fn with me. am i that downbad for a duo, what the fuck?

anytime i hear 'heathens', i can't help but imagine the concert tøp did for roblox, when they said "ROBLOX! HANDS UP, HANDS UP. SWAY! SWAY! SWAY!" and i always say it outloud.. can i not be normal?

im such a hand slut. i love hands so much. love admiring them, i love when they're around my waist, love when they're bigger than mine, when they push a strand of hair behind my ear, or interlock with my own.

another day waking up on my own, and not by a girl splitting my pussy open with their strap. sigh.