Mostly tmnt (especially rottmnt) fandom content, but sometimes I post random stuff too. I’ve been on tumblr since 2023 because these mutant turtles have me completely obsessed. my story with tmnt
I’m a writer! My main fics are When Time Looks Back (eng/esp), Rise of the Apocalypse (eng/esp), The Hamato [reset] Protocol (eng/esp), and the series Remains of a Broken Destiny (eng/esp), but there are more around here. my readers say
Some relevant hashtags:
#turtlev tmnt analysis analysis about tmnt
#turtlev tmnt archive memes, comparisons, and my best tmnt posts
#turtlev writing archive some posts about my creative writing
#turtlev archive relevant personal posts
#turtlev tmnt art tmnt-themed drawings
#turtlev art other drawings
#turtlev tag game the tag games I’ve started, have fun!
#turtlev collab small art and writing collabs I’ve participated in (and relevant interactions with people)
#annoying my moots fun series for my moots about random rottmnt stuff
#turtlev gifts things people have drawn or made for me <33
#tumblr milestone tumblr achievements :0
#turtlev asks my answers to asks from my ask box
Self-promo time! Why not? I’m the author of the book Los tejidos del tiempo (esp), in case anyone’s curious to read something veeeery different and weird. And I have an Instagram and a Substack as a writer, but I’m not very active there yet.
And just so you know, I’m open to giving advice and answering questions here, about anything. Don’t hesitate :))
Obsessed with turtles, stories, and weird thoughts. You’ve been warned.
📚💫🍀🌳🐢🪐🐋🦋🌙⛸️
This blog and my love for tmnt is dedicated to my red-eared turtle (RIP Marlín Xalapeña 2004–2024) 🐢🪽
A few things you should know, maybe:
‼️ This blog welcomes diverse opinions as long as they don’t promote hate or discrimination of any kind: respect is fundamental. I also believe fiction (and art) can explore literally any topic, provided it’s done responsibly. So, in general: NO PRO-SHIPPERS and T-CEST DNI. And, obviously, DNI includes everyone related to the sara-the-wizard controversy and the shellcord/shellcell drama. Let me know if I ever interact with anyone involved in this, since I’m not usually really aware of everything.
‼️ If you message me privately, please don’t just say ‘Hello’ (unless we’re moots). I need to know your intention before replying. I won’t respond to messages without knowing that.
‼️ I guess it’s important to mention this nowadays, so here it goes: I’m not against AI per se, but I’m very much against the way it has been implemented in our society, and how companies trying to get rich from our personal data end up taking advantage of us. Personally, especially when it comes to art (that includes writing), and science (basic research), I find it completely counterproductive. No machine can create new ideas like a brain can… never. I find it dangerous to let AI be the one “creating” humanity’s “new” ideas (culture and knowledge).
💬 My English isn’t perfect, and I might make mistakes, even though I have a high level in writing (not in all skills). The English I’ve studied is pretty academic, so it can sometimes come across more formal than I mean it to.
💬 El idioma principal de este blog es el inglés, pero todo lo relevante que escriba también estará disponible en español (mis principales fanfics en Ao3 y algunos análisis, principalmente). Es mi lengua nativa!
💬 Je parle aussi français, mais écrire en français me demande encore pas mal d’efforts. Je ne me sens pas encore capable de traduire mes fanfics, mais vous pouvez tout à fait me poser des questions ou me parler en français.
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i love writing uncomfortable conversationsssss i love shitty communication skills i love misunderstandings i love competing and contradictory needs and desires i love situations where nobody is happy and theyre just talking about it but its not fixing anything :)
Since everything I write has to challenge me in some way, obviously my new fic is no exception.
When Time Looks Back – My first fic. I wanted to write a perfect ending and practice dialogue.
Rise of the Apocalypse – A much longer fic involving the management of many threads that needed to be tied up. This story was a monster. I also dared to tackle more mature themes (ambiguous morality, stronger descriptions).
The Hamato Reset Protocol – This one was more like a game, combined with my desire to explicitly portray suicidal thoughts (it started that way but went beyond...). It was also my first time writing psychological horror (well, I don't think it was the best in the world, but I don't think it was that bad either).
Remains of a Broken Destiny – My first series, so we'll see how it turns out. I also want to go further in certain aspects I don't usually touch in my writing... Look, it's a story that won't focus on romantic relationships or anything like that, but I WANT to touch on some of those things in the background. Especially in the second fic, I'd like to add a little bit of LeoSagi (just a little). But also, starting from the first one, I don't want to limit myself: I want to include some lil comments about sexuality. At my level, of course, which I fear is very mild 😅 (here an aroace writer, ok??). It's going to be an interesting challenge... (For multiple reasons, updates to this fic will be quite slow, at least initially).
Okay so since it’s pride month and all that, I thought it could be fun to make a tiny series where I share random little anecdotes about my experience as an aroace person (a label I only started using veeeery recently). Yeah, apparently I’m that transparent… although that doesn’t mean I’m gonna tell you everything.
I don’t have that many stories (I think), but maybe they’ll be interesting or relatable or something. Who knows 🤷♀️
I’ll be adding the anecdotes in reblogs as they come to me, and as the days go. I’m gonna use the tag aroace.
When I was a teenager, I actually wondered if I was a lesbian, because I’d never had a boyfriend or anything and I also didn’t feel attraction toward boys. Like, none of them seemed “cute” in the sense of wanting to be with them or anything like that (hope that makes sense). But with girls, I did think they were really pretty and I liked looking at them (how they dressed, how they did their makeup, all of that).
So I started looking things up and watching YouTube videos about other people’s experiences, and even though there were things I related to… I eventually realized I also didn’t feel attraction toward women. What I felt was more like admiration, like “I want to look like that” or “that style is so cool,” not romantic or anything.
So I dropped that idea and went back to thinking I was just straight but “late” or something, because everyone else seemed to have crushes and I didn’t. (And because the few fictional “crushes” I had were guys)
Spoiler: that attraction toward men never showed up 🙂↔️
You know how it’s super common in elementary school (or even kindergarten) for people to “like” someone? (Mostly so other kids can tease you about it afterward… which is honestly kind of weird because at that age it’s very much “girls vs boys” and everyone acts disgusted by each other 😭).
Well, I basically had to pick a boy and pretend he was my crush (and obviously I picked the one almost every other girl liked too, because otherwise they’d make fun of whoever chose differently, you know?).
Something I always found really curious, if you ask me, was the huge shift between elementary school and middle school. In elementary it was all “ewww, boys/girls are gross,” and then suddenly in middle school those exact same people were dating each other.
That change felt SO abrupt to me that I genuinely don’t think I processed it properly.
I was VERY clear that I didn’t want to have a boyfriend in middle school or high school. I had my reasons… the main one being that I didn’t want a relationship just for the sake of it. I also knew I wanted to move to another city for university (which, in the end, didn’t happen lol).
The thing is, my excuse for not dating guys was that my parents didn’t allow it. Obviously, I never actually told my parents that, because I knew they probably would have said yes 🤣 But as I got older (especially after turning 16) the excuse started feeling a bit ridiculous. Still, I stuck with it.
The truth is, I just really didn’t want to date anyone. And fortunately, I was surrounded by friends who were just like me.
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Okay so since it’s pride month and all that, I thought it could be fun to make a tiny series where I share random little anecdotes about my experience as an aroace person (a label I only started using veeeery recently). Yeah, apparently I’m that transparent… although that doesn’t mean I’m gonna tell you everything.
I don’t have that many stories (I think), but maybe they’ll be interesting or relatable or something. Who knows 🤷♀️
I’ll be adding the anecdotes in reblogs as they come to me, and as the days go. I’m gonna use the tag aroace.
When I was a teenager, I actually wondered if I was a lesbian, because I’d never had a boyfriend or anything and I also didn’t feel attraction toward boys. Like, none of them seemed “cute” in the sense of wanting to be with them or anything like that (hope that makes sense). But with girls, I did think they were really pretty and I liked looking at them (how they dressed, how they did their makeup, all of that).
So I started looking things up and watching YouTube videos about other people’s experiences, and even though there were things I related to… I eventually realized I also didn’t feel attraction toward women. What I felt was more like admiration, like “I want to look like that” or “that style is so cool,” not romantic or anything.
So I dropped that idea and went back to thinking I was just straight but “late” or something, because everyone else seemed to have crushes and I didn’t. (And because the few fictional “crushes” I had were guys)
Spoiler: that attraction toward men never showed up 🙂↔️
You know how it’s super common in elementary school (or even kindergarten) for people to “like” someone? (Mostly so other kids can tease you about it afterward… which is honestly kind of weird because at that age it’s very much “girls vs boys” and everyone acts disgusted by each other 😭).
Well, I basically had to pick a boy and pretend he was my crush (and obviously I picked the one almost every other girl liked too, because otherwise they’d make fun of whoever chose differently, you know?).
Something I always found really curious, if you ask me, was the huge shift between elementary school and middle school. In elementary it was all “ewww, boys/girls are gross,” and then suddenly in middle school those exact same people were dating each other.
That change felt SO abrupt to me that I genuinely don’t think I processed it properly.
REBLOG RIGHT NOW. As someone who has been in a rough patch for a while, I can deeply understand the severity of this!! Please reblog, it only takes a second. You can save someone's life. You can be a hero, bring the change that the world needs to see!
This has been something I've struggled with for a while now. If enough people had shown me that they actually cared if I lived or died, maybe my state of mind would be different. Maybe I wouldn't have done some of the things I did to myself, that I deeply regret now. Everyone matters, no matter how insignificant you may think you are, don't pick up that blade. Please. It will ruin you. This is important. Please reblog. This can save lives. This can help so many people. This isn't a joke. This is a serious issue that people need to be more aware of.
Had multiple situations involving friends almost committing, as well as one that mentions it a lot. So I don’t take this stuff lightly. Please re-blog if you see this, thank you.
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And Thrp and When Time Looks Back destroyed me. I hope you're happy. (I cried on the inside and still do when I think about them😭)
TMNT 2012!!!! Cowabungaaaa!
This is also the version I’m most attached to… and the one that absolutely TRAUMATIZED me!!! (like, how do you just destroy the Earth?? and Splinter dies… MORE THAN ONCE 💔). It was the version that introduced me to tmnt and it was my main obsession when I was a teen. Then it came back in 2023 when I showed it to my little sister, and AGAINST MY WILL I got introduced to rottmnt (my fav, in case it wasn’t clear enough). So yeah, tmnt 2012 is also the reason I ended up knowing rottmnt (and other versions too). I know tmnt 2012 isn’t perfect, but I still love it <333
But I also want to mention another version that literally changed my life: tmnt 2007. I only know the movie, and it’s not like it’s a masterpiece or anything, but the brothers dynamic, especially the Leo/Raph conflict felt uncomfortably realistic. I saw myself in Leo with one of my sisters (like Raph), because we used to argue ALL THE TIME. We couldn’t stand each other. We are so different that we clashed constantly. At some point I genuinely didn’t know how to deal with her anymore… I’m usually someone who barely gets angry at anything, and she was the only person who could actually make me angry and yell, you know? (me yelling?? that’s almost impossible). But that movie taught me that even if it’s hard, you can still find neutral ground. So I decided to only talk with her about certain topics and avoid the ones I knew would make us clash. It’s a bit sad because it limits conversations, but after that, our arguments basically dropped to zero and now we have a good relationship. I still find it kind of wild how much that movie reflects us… so it deserves a special mention 🌟
I’m guessing rottmnt is your favorite too? And what’s your second favorite? 👀
And Thrp and When Time Looks Back destroyed me. I hope you're happy. (I cried on the inside and still do when I think about them😭)
I’m literally so happy you read me… and that it affects you >:) *hands you tissues in case you still need them*
Have you read Rise of the Apocalypse? (I’m not saying it’s worse in terms of angst but… it definitely has its own moments too lol in case you want more)
Oh I'm not saying @turtlevariabilis wasn't first. I'm saying I didn't copy them! I improved on their concept. No copying involved, because I did it BETTER
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