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I must write how i feel.

I must write how i feel.

I must write how i feel.

Coz they won't come out of my mouth. Kahit nung sinabi nyang sabihin ko na kung may sasabihin ako. I have a lot to say. It's just my damn brain and damn mouth won't cooperate. I want to talk more pero I only have limited time. I must not be clingy coz I'll get in his way and I must understand him and his circumstances. That's what he sadi. And i respect that. So i should keep my distance. Pero putangina ang lungkot. Putangina hindi ko masabi. Wala akong masabi. Hindi ko masabing masakit. This damn illness is making me the worst person. And he too. I know he's giving up on me soon. Pero okay lng. Kasi ako din nman sumusuko ns sa sarili ko.