Una carta azul, con una palabra, que me diga que, me extrañas

I miss a lot I miss my bb sis my little twin I found a vid when I was in kindergarten and I remembered so much from just watching a video I miss that old bed and my mom kinda and I miss the mountains and that volcano I miss the sun… and the wet soil I miss the lies and everything they kept I miss feeling protected I miss the mornings and I miss feeling nostalgic and scared when the sun came down. I miss that old car and I miss playing like a kid!! I miss my people. I’m such a shitty person rn I fuck up ever connection I make and I’m talking about any social connection not about social climbing or whatever I’m talking about just friendly decent connection bc of my inability to be ‘nice’ and act properly with the right social etiquette im very odd I know but whatever i know I can change I’ll try to be better before the year end (again) I’ll go to acting classes and ask my friend who’s a couch about performing arts learn about performance to be present and meet again with my body I want to feel and see my body I think it’s time we meet.

Yo no se hablar,,,solo se sentir

I’m OBSESSED with tohé commaret

Today i gave myself the luxury of staying in bed for a few more hours to dream with you