he’s underrated and i love him so i decided to make a hc for mostly myself but also anyone else who loves kaidou. also, sorry if this is bad i wanted to make it match his personality 😭 i might’ve failed on that department but !!! i tried my best.

He’s going to be really slow in the start of your guises relationship. No kisses, hugs, hand holding. Not because he’s uncomfortable, it’s just he’s shy and cowardly about it.

He is a bit vanilla. Maybe more so than you’d expect. Any physical contact with the opposite sex makes him blushy and shy.

We all know he hasn’t kissed a goddamn person in his life. Being who he is, many people see him as a the weird kid so few people are actually friends with him. That and he’s a coward by nature.

Even thinking about his lips touching yours makes him wild. He’s a stuttering and utter mess and can’t keep his face from burning. You could probably cook eggs on his face if you really wanted. It’s so hot. Sometimes, it would be during school in the middle of the day. You guys would be talking, doing whatever you guys usually do. And he’d just look at you while you speak and suddenly “Lewd Thoughts“ (kissing you) pop in his mind. He doesn’t know how to act in front of you anymore.

Even though he was fine just a second ago, suddenly he can’t speak. So, kissing is out the window. But it’s okay, because if you like Kaidou Shun, you probably haven’t had a lot if any experience yourself. Sorry to call you out like this AHAJSHA

So it’s a learning experience for the both of you.

But if you actually do have experience kissing, then he’s going to feel even more reluctant to kiss you. He thinks you’ll look down on him and laugh at how bad of a kisser he is?? He has to be a good kisser to show how badass he is, as Jet Black Wings. The best boyfriend knows how to at least kiss! Yet, he doesn’t know how. Does that make him a bad companion?

You notice how much he avoids kissing you, which you take as a sign he doesn’t like you. After a few weeks, or maybe months, depending on the type of person you are, you speak up about it to him. Maybe after school or whenever you guys are alone.

“Whenever I try to show affection towards you, you always push me away....”

Kaidou is nervous as hell. He’s legit sweating bullets over here, but he tries to play it cool. “O-Oh? Is that so..?”

“Do you not like me?”

It takes a second for his brain to register what you said, and what it means. Because he does like you, and he thought you knew that already. I mean—he has an official title. He’s now a ‘Boyfriend’ and is now ‘Taken’. He takes that title with pride, too. Was that not enough to prove he likes you?

But when he gets it, he’s instantly like “Oh—n-no! You g-got it all w-wrong!”

Paranoid to the max.

He’s going to tell you that he’s never kissed anyone before so he’s scared he’s gonna ruin your guises (and his!) first kiss. Unless he changes his mindset, you’re gonna be the one to initiate the kiss first. He feels really guilty for not realizing the effect this had on you. And he also feels guilty that he doesn’t feel ready to kiss yet. Bows down a 90 degree angle and apologizes.

He’s a dramatic ass so he might go

“I’m such a horrible boyfriend. Please, leave me... Find someone better. I don’t deserve you...” He says, looking away with a hand covering his face.

On the inside he doesn’t actually mean it. It’s just so he looks cool?? I guess?? He wants you to stay please don’t leave

Which, you stay. As he hoped you would.

You accept his apology and understand he needs time to get used to affection. You reassure him there’s no rush to do those things. Whenever he’s ready to take the next step, you’ll be there!

He REALLY wants to act cool in front of you. He wants to portray the image that he’s tough and strong. So, if there’s any conflict he’s gonna summon his inner JUDGE! ment! KNIGHT! OF! THUNDAA!!! and act high and mighty for you. If you had Saiki’s powers, you’d hear ‘If I were alone, I would have already apologized and let them win! But I can’t do that. Not in front of Y/N.’

Yada yada. Good grief.

Half the time he somehow ends the conflict without breaking his Strong image but the other half he surrenders and accepts defeat.

He’s also very clueless. Things will go over his head and he won’t even realize. He’ll misunderstand or misinterpret so many things. It might be a rocky road the first few weeks of dating, but as you guys get comftorable around each other and the fact you guys are ‘official’ everything will smooth out.

Cuddles? The first time is months into the relationship. This mans is slow. But it’s okay, because we love him. He might be accustomed to hand holding by then WITHOUT sweating bullets. Baby steps, everyone.

This will probably happen in his room because he feels most comftorable there. And you’ve been in his room more than he‘s been in your room. He’s a little afraid you’ll find his notes and books about the Dark Reunion, but he keeps those in a secret place only he knows (ahem ahem under his bed ahem). You guys usually play video games or do homework together, but today you wanted something more.

During the time you were there, you made sure to purposefully sit closer to him than usual. He doesn’t mind it. Rather, he likes it. It makes his heart race. But he gets shy and nervous. Red and clammy. A natural way to react. In his case, anyway.

After you guys finish studying and doing whatever, you lay on his bed and sigh. You feel like you got a lot of work done. Which also makes you feel tired. He’s putting his notes and books away as you watch. The times when he’s doing the most inconvenient things is when you really admire him. He’s really pretty. You call for him.

“Shun, come lay with me.”

“eh? why?” he questions casually, finishing up what he’s doing. An example of how things go over his head.

you have to flat out tell him or else he won’t understand. You caught onto this fact months ago. “to cuddle..,”

“oh. oka-“

“wAIT WHATTXTJYHCDJDJAKS“

He’s just a soft, touch starved, cowardly bf who, atm, feels amazing because he loves you and wants to spend time with you, but also scared because he’s afraid of messing up and making a fool out of himself.

VERY STIFF. SUDDENLY HE’S MADE OF STONE (saiki?) BECAUSE HE’S HARD AS A ROCK.

He’s laying on the bed with you and he doesn’t know what to do. Should he wrap his arm around you? Is that weird? Too forward? What if it’s uncomftorable? Should he just lay there? But what if you want to be touched? Wait..,. not touched like that! That’s not what he meant! I-

You see how he doesn’t know what to do, so you kindly take the lead.

You decide to rest your head on his chest. You didn’t want to full on wrap arms and legs around him in case that‘s too much. So this’ll do for now.

When you did that he literally stopped breathing. Time stopped. Gravity shifted. Thank god you’re not facing him because he’s 🍅. You can hear his heart beat. It’s beating so f a s t. It made you smile to know how you have such an effect on him. You’re one to talk, though. Your heart is beating quite fast, too. Cuddling with Kaidou has never happened before so you don’t know what to expect. But you’re happy with anything because this is a once in a lifetime opportunity.

He doesn’t know what to do with his hands or with his arms, so he -reluctantly- placed his hand on your head. He panics. Of course. Because he wasn’t thinking clearly. But he can’t go back now. So he kinda plays with your hair?? He pats your head awkwardly and runs his hands through it. He’s always thought your hair looked silky. And now here he is, in heaven.

Okay but after like 30 seconds he’ll stop being so awkward and just go with the flow. He’s still a mess,, but not much of a mess as he was before. His hands run through your hair literally so 🥺🥺🥺 careful and soft he’s trying not to accidentally pull on your hair or hurt you. But sometimes his bandages would get caught in your hair and he’d accidentally pull.

“I’m sorry—I’m sorry! Did that hurt? I didn’t mean to..”

You assure you’re fine, of course. The next time he touches your hair he’s extra careful and soft i swear he doesn’t have to take such precautions. Yet here he is. Taking precautions. You could honestly die from happiness right now. He‘s trying his best and you‘re so proud of him, goddamnit. Your chest is so warm and fluffy. Your heart is fluttering. He feels the same, too. More nervous than anything, but he‘s happy. He never knew how good your hair smelled.

He’s calmed down even more by now. Never stops playing with your hair. It‘s kinda theraputic for him because he’s preoccupied doing something instead of overthinking about what to do. And it feels really nice on your end. Whenever you breathed you just smelled his scent and you have never felt so safe and so calm in your life.

IF YOU FALL ASLEEP ON HIM HE’S LITERALLY GOING TO ALWKEHSVABEMSOAPALEJDGZGANAMDKDZGAGVARKXIXYSBDLDIZYSKSIAWBSJSY

it was just so nice to be so close to Kaidou. Feeling happy and soft, you close your eyes

“Hey.. y/n? yy/nnnnn.”

He’ll lean forward a bit so he can actually see your face instead of the back of your head. He doesn’t move too much, though. To prevent you getting uncomfortable. If needed, he’ll move your hair off your face (like behind your ear hkrkjesjehjeshe) so he can get a better look at you. The first thing he notices is your eyed are closed. For a second he was afraid he accidentally killed you or somethi HAHAH but then he notices your slow and even breaths. He was about to vigorously shake you because he doesn’t want you to die. But, you’re not dead. Thank god. It takes him a moment till realizes you’re asleep. But when he realizes his stomach just ✨✨🦋🦋🦋✨🦋✨🦋🦋🦋✨🦋✨🦋💫🦋🦋💫🦋✨💫🦋💫🦋🦋💫🦋✨🦋🦋🦋

He thinks you’re the cutest thing that needs protection at ALL costs. Good thing you’re with the strongest man on earth, right?

teases you and says you’re drawings will never be as good as anyones stick figures.

but honestly lowkey thinks its really dope you can draw and likes that aspect of you.

If a man likes music, he definitely respects art. I think he’s more knowledgeable when it comes to it more than you’d think. He can look at art and enjoy it or take a guess on the deeper meaning behind it. He isn’t educated on art too much but with you liking art he can pick up a few things. That and he’s just naturally a smart ass so,,.

But there’s one thing. He can’t draw. Trust me on that one.

So for him to meet a talented artist like you? Being able to draw? Creating works of art for fun? Damn.

He’s gonna leave you alone and not request you to draw anything. Making you draw something for his own sake isn’t on his agenda. It’s your talent, your drawings, you can draw whatever you want. And he will never speak about it unless the topic comes up on it’s own.

one day he’ll be hanging out in your room and somehow comes across an old notebook filled with old art from your dark past. You bet his greedy, nasty yet beautiful hands are gona reach for it and look through every page.

“Hooh? Y/N, what’s this?”

You look over and see Tsukishima with a notebook you’d rather burn. He opens it to the first page and you just about had 34 heart attacks. You bolt towards him to try to stop him. Blind his eyes. But this huge ass mf came prepared and reaches up high so you can’t get it. You try legit everything to get him to drop it or let you have it. You stomp on his stupid feet, jump as high as you can, even attempted to steal his glasses. Nothing worked.

“Tsukishima! Please put the book down—give it!!” you say as you jump to try to reach it from his hand.

“Do you think I’d let down such an opportunity to humiliate you?”

Will look through every page and make MEGA fun of you. Like full on HUMILIATE you. You’re legit gonna die because tsukishima kei is looking at so many and is gonna make fun of you for the rest of your life

“HAHA! What is this, a furry?”

“IT’S JUST AN ANIMAL, KEI! I didn’t know my style yet, okay..,”

Will be cracking tf up seeing some of your domestic looking drawings as you cry silently to yourself. Honestly by now he’s really trying to be graceful and to stop laughing but the next art he sees seems to get even worse better.

you might stop drawing for a bit because you were traumatized. He’s gonna notice you don’t doodle anymore (or as much) on your homework or in class and will instantly know why.

He’s gonna wonder about it. A lot. But isn’t gonna say a word. Or else you’re gonna end up teasing him that he cares for your art.

Hopes you get back into it on your own (and you do).

OKAY WE KNOW HE DOESN’T REQUEST YOU TO DRAW ANYTHING BUT IF YOU DRAW SOMETHING FOR HIM??? JAND YOU GIVE IT TO HIM? BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO?? HE WILL BE PRETTY HAPPY ABOUT IT.

if you draw a fucking dinosaur—BETTER YET. if you draw HIM W I T H a dinosaur. He will put it on his shelf in it’s own frame deadass- i-/.

OR if you make a portrait of him? whether it’s realistic or it’s cartoony or whatever style you have. If you give him it? *makes it his profile pic on facebook*

he put it on facebook because “nobody uses that app so nobody will see it” but in reality he did it because all his family members are on there and he can lowkey brag about how his s/o can draw so good 🥺🥰 (he always has to be lowkey about it)

Takes the fact you can draw with pride. He loves seeing your artwork honestly. He’s also a nice critique if you want some nice criticism or how you could do better. He isn’t some art professor but if something seems off to him he’ll point it out.

If you ask for him to try drawing he’s shutting that down immediately. He can’t draw, he established that a long time ago, so why would he draw now? What’s your plan? Trying to find a way to make fun of him? He doesn’t want to do anything with paper and pencil if it’s for those reasons. But that’s not your intention.

“Hmph, fine. You don’t have to draw..... But what about painting instead?”

You recommend some of Bob Ross’s videos because he shows you exactly what to do. No matter how talented you are or not you’ll end up with a pretty decent painting as long as you follow along. He won’t like the idea at first, but with some convincing he’ll accept.

You grab all of your art supplies and paints and set everything up. He still complains how stupid this is but in reality he doesn’t mind it TOO much. You seem so giddy to be painting with your boyfriend and that makes him a little less irritated.

He follows everything Bob Ross does and it actually came out really well. Yours is better by a landslide for obvious reasons, but with his experience with art he’s proud of it. And he feels 10x more proud when you compliment his canvas. Might take a photo of both of your paintings side by side and post it/send it to family.

Y/N: if we were a part of a movie, you'd be the evil character! The antagonist!!

Tsukki: Then what are you? A background character? At least I'm more important than you.

Y/N: I WOULD BE THE PROTAGONIST-

Whenever people write x reader, they kinda go with what THEY’D do or what they want. I tried making it not like that! You can kinda go your own path with whatever you want 🥺 I hope I did okay! Stay safe loves ❤️

P.S. im sorry if it kinda ended so suddenly! It’s kinda a imagine ur own path kind of thing i guess

warning: angst???

Ok, we all know how this satline cracker is. He isn’t one to show affection, let alone say affection.

Saying a simple “I love you” Is really hard for him to say. Being so cold all the time dulled his affectionate side. It’s awkward when he shows anything other than his usual. Even when he wants to show more emotion. He doesn’t know how to do it without making a fool out of himself. So he just doesn’t.

He also isn’t someone to hug or to be all touchy. He likes being in his own little bubble, isolated from everyone else. This is true even behind closed doors. He isn’t one to kiss or to cuddle. Partially because he doesn’t really know hoW, but nobody but him knows that.,,

So not only does he not know much about physical support, he has no clue about emotional support. Him being so closed off—he has nobody to turn to. The only person he relied on was his brother, which lead to nothing but heart break and lost of trust. It follows his back like a shadow everywhere he goes. He doesn’t trust anyone anymore. Even if he wanted to. He just can’t. So, he kinda relies on himself in these situations. Get up and deal with it kind of attitude.

But he’s also not some cold hearted monster who doesn’t understand feelings. I feel like if you were to go to him for your problems, he’d be able to put himself in your shoes. Tsukishima would understand. But he just doesn’t know what to say, or how to say it. He’s not a therapist.

His first instinct is to do what he would want from someone if he came to them. He wouldn’t want a hug, he wouldn’t want made up lies that are only said to make you feel better. The best thing he thinks he can do is listen. That’s what he’d want. So he does just that. You can talk all you need for hours. Vent and let it all out. Don’t bottle everything up like he always does.

He’s sits and listens to you. Nods to what you’re saying. Maybe says “yeah” or “mhm” to remind you he’s actually listening.

He hopes what he’s doing is enough for you.

As tears begin to fall, words start choking at your throat. It’s harder to say words without it sounding like you’ve become a frog. Tsukishima has No Clue what to do in this situation. Should he hug you? Kiss you? Hold your hand? Or should he give you space? Give you time? He wants to do everything right for you so he won’t go into action unless he 110% knows for a fact that’s what you want (if that makes sense).

As Tsukishima is debating in his own head, you’re a sobbing mess. Depending on the situation or who you are, you might think the space between you two is just what you need. That his presence is enough. That, he can do. But you may also be craving for love and affection. That, he caNt dO. We all know that’s something he’s incapable of doing. At least without a little guidance.

So, you‘re welcome to fling yourself onto him. To cling onto him like a koala. To cry on his shoulder. Hug him. If you need any sort of comfort like that, he wouldn’t know unless you went to him first. Again, he isn’t knowledgeable when it comes to emotional and physical support. He’d much rather you take the lead and do whatever YOU want instead of him wasting time playing guess and check.

He’ll hug you back. Maybe not the first few seconds from shock, but he’ll hug you. And after a few moments he’ll hug you tight. Make sure you feel safe. And that it’s okay. He hopes you can understand what he’s trying to say through his actions.

You can just hug him with no warning. You don’t have to ask !!! But you can ask if you’re scared he wouldn’t like it if you just suddenly hugged him.

“can i hug you?”

I swear his mf heart broke right there.

“yeah... yeah you can.”

He’ll rub your back to calm you down. By now, you don’t have to explain how you’re feeling or why you’re feeling the way you are. You’re hurt. That’s all it takes for Tsukishima to put down all his walls for you.

He won’t say much. Maybe even nothing at all. But he would say a million things to you if he wanted. Tell you sappy things that he normally wouldn’t say. To be honest, he’s probably thinking them, “Y/N, I love you so much. Please don’t cry.. I’m so sorry. You mean so much to me baby. I love you.” Yet what does he do? Nothing. He says nothing. Maybe a ‘im sorry’ to make up for everything he said in his mind.

He knows you’re not a mind reader, but he hopes you could feel his words. For you to know he cares. He really does cherish you. He really does enjoy your comments even when he calls them annoying. He really does listen to you when you speak about things your passionate about. He really does love you despite how he may act. He hopes you can see through him and see that.

Which you can. The little gestures he always does and the smallest things he remembers give it away. He knows how to say words with just his eyes. You picked that up pretty quick. So, when he looks at you so lovingly like he always does, you can feel the ‘i love you’ he hates saying so much. Not hear, but feel. And that’s the best thing in the world.

You calm down after a few moments, Tsukishima doing nothing but being by your side. Hugging you and/or giving you time to calm down. Kei would wait for eternity for you. He’d do anything for you. And that’s not taken lightheartedly. He would sincerely do anything for you. He’s never trusted someone as much as he has trusted you.

He doesn’t care about himself or his priorities right now. All he cares about is what you want to do or what you need. If you want to just sit like this in silence, he will do that. If you want to ramble about random stuff to get your mind off things, he will do that. If you want to watch a movie and eat, he will do that with you. If you want some alone time, he will do that. His number one priority is you after a breakdown like this. If there is anything, anything, he can do to make it better please tell him.

Despite his protests, he loves that little smile and laugh of yours. Whether if you think they’re your worst or your best trait, he adores it so much. He wakes up everyday to see that smile. And when he notices that smile gone, he tries finding it. Maybe he’ll say a snarky remark on someone you dislike. Maybe he’ll peck you on your cheek or suddenly hug you from behind your back. Since he’s not into PDA, especially in public, this will be a shock to everyone. Not just you, but Yamaguchi or any classmates around to see it. But it’s a pleasant surprise.

But he’s not in class. You guys aren’t in public. You’re both alone, in a empty room, with just each other. You’ve calmed down to shaky breaths, which is good, but it’s not as good as your beautiful smile. He moves back a little so he can focus on your face.

“hey.. are you okay?”

you sniffle, “yeah... i’m okay.”

This beanpole truly cares about you istg. He calls you annoying and unnecessary nicknames, but that’s just his personality.

“look at me”

you look up at him, a little reluctant because of how you’re so red, snuffy, and bloodshot. But you look up at him. And you meet the most soft, caring eyes you have ever seen him wear before. He caresses your face with both of his hands and rubs his thumb to blend out your tear streaks.

A/N: Hopefully this is okay 🥺 I rushed a little at the very end because I LOST ALL MY PATIENCE but here we are. I love this man so much. That is all.

SUMMARY: Volleyball season is near and your ever-loving fiancé tries real hard to prepare for the upcoming events. That is, until his teammates decided to take a day off to clear the mind. This is the ONE and ONLY time where he takes a day off from volleyball. You’re happy you can spend time with him, but you knew what you had to do.. you had to tell him the big news. Will you be able to tell him?

- Koutarou Bokuto has always dreamed of becoming the best volleyball spiker in the world. He‘s held onto this ball of growing passion for volleyball ever since high school. And the ball never stopped growing. He practiced and worked days and nights on his volleyball skills. He was always the last person to leave the gym. He kept on hitting balls till his palms were numb and covered with blisters. He even tried doing it left handed when his right hand became way to beat (He’s not half bad with his left hand now!!). Even when his hands were in agony, even when his legs couldn’t move anymore, even when he barely got any rest, all of this work paid off once he arrived to rhe nationals. He surprised teams with his spikes again and again and again. Every year he showed immense growth that one can’t help but notice.

- Every spike, every block, and every serve was surely impressive, but his sense of teamwork out did it all. He brought the team together. Made them as one. Volleyball is a team sport. No one can play on court on their own. The moment someone thinks “I’m special” is when they’re done for. He learned this quite quickly, as he has always been a people person. He understands his mistakes and failures and confronts them. Kou now, 28 years old, is a professional volleyball player. He is one of the best spikers in all of japan, and is getting even better as time goes on.

- You have always admired Kou and his love for volleyball. You’ve been with him for over five years and it has been one hell of a journey. Going to every match, watching him spike every ball, score every point, winning every match and going up to nationals. You’ve seen it all. You’ve seen every win and every loss. You’ve seen him on stage and behind the scenes. You know the ins and outs of this man.

- But, it wasn’t his volleyball skills that intrigued you to dating him.

- His personality really outshined everyone elses. He was loud, maybe a little obnoxiously noisy, bubbily, energetic, and moody. He was definitely a handful to take care of. To some people, they saw him as an obnoxious idiot that didn’t know any better. Well, knowing him these past couple years, they aren’t completely wrong. But to you, he was something much more. It was almost like love at first sight. Except, you didn’t fall in love right away. Your first thought when you saw him was “I want to be friends with this guy.” And (spoilers) you did! You and Kou really clicked when you started getting to know each other. He brought out the best side of you and you brought out the best side of him. You guys were really inseparable.

- Before you even realized, you started falling in love with that idiot. Not only were you thinking of him in a more romantic way, you thought he suddenly looked 100x hotter? You even asked if he got a haircut or changed his stlye which he only replied “No?”

- Every little thing he did made you attracted to him. Every laugh, every smile, every word. It just made you fall head over heels for him. And when he (horribly) asked you out you could almost cry. You were just so excited. The man you adored just asked you out. Imagine that!! Well, you don’t have to imagine. Because that’s what exactly happened to you. Timelapse to current time, you’re still with the love of your life. Just like his love for volleyball, your love for his stupidly pretty face never stops growing. His awkward personality is brighter than ever. To be quite frank, you feel the most content right now.

- Volleyball season is near, and Bokuto is practicing harder than ever. You rarely get to have quality time with him, as he comes home to go straight to bed and wakes up about to leave for the day. You’re pretty used to him acting like this. After all, he is a professional volleyball player. This is his work. This factor never bothers you because you understand. But, recently, it has made you slightly annoyed. You’ve been trying to find time to spend with you’re loving fiancé, but he is always busy with volleyball. You’ve been cursing at the volleyball gods a little bit (don’t tell Bokuto, though).

- You have something really important to say to him. Something where quality time is a necessity.

- Today is the one day where Bokuto stays home to get away from volleyball. To take a break. Although the volleyball season is near, that doesn’t mean you have to practice hardcore till you puke out guts. The best thing to do is to not overwhelm yourself especially around these times. Everyone else in his volleyball team were taking the day off, too. It was a whole group thing. Bukuto really hated it. like truly hated it. He wanted to practice! Yet, he knows better than anyone it’s for the best. Doing too much of something is always never good for the mind and body. He’s jusy impatient and want to spike a ball! Critique his form! Perfectionalize it!

- Despite hating the time off, he is enjoying it in the aspect of you. He can have some alone time with you without needing to worry about volleyball. Well, all his mind thinks about is volleyball. It can really burn him out and make him have a week long depressive episode. But with you here? Your cuddles, you’re laughter, he could care less about the sport. All that he needs to think about is you. He’s happy. You make it worth missing practice. He knows him leaving you for volleyball can hurt you. You always say it’s fine, and Bokuto knows that it‘s fine, but he still worries sometimes. He wants to use days like these to clear any of those doubts or thoughts in the back of your mind. This is his day to prove himself to you. He never leaves your side!

- Bokuto sits on the couch watching TV as you sat next to him. All day you’ve been trying to find the right time to tell him the news, but its been a tougher task than anticipated. It never seems to be the right time. And it‘s already seven o’clock.. you‘re running out of time till he’s back to his everyday practice. You often have to reassure yourself that these things take time and shouldn’t be rushed. So what you don’t tell him about it tonight? The time will come.

- But you‘re determined to tell him today.

- “Koutarou?” You call out.

- Bokuto hums in response, breaking his attention from the TV to you, “Hmm?”

- You fiddle with your fingers, nervous as heck. How is he going to take it? Will he be mad? Sad? Happy? You have a guess as to how he’ll react, but you don’t know when it comes to Bokuto. He can be quite moody at times, so you truly can’t pinpoint how he might react. You take a deep breath, “Can I talk to you?”

- Bokuto smiles, “You’re talking to me now, aren’t you?” He chuckles, “What is it?”

- You sigh to ease your slight nervousness. Well, slight is an understatement. You shuffle around the couch so your body is fully facing him. Bokuto reaches out for the remote and turns down the TV audio. He made it so it was barely audible. All his attentikn was on you. He wouldn’t usually do this, but he can tell the change in the atmosphere. He doesn’t know the what, or the why, but he wants you to know he hears you. His body also shifts to face you. As he studies you more, he notices you fidgeting. You’re nervous. No matter how good you hide it, he can see right through you. He can read you like a book. His brain isn’t too sure what you could be concerned about. It’s him—you’re fiancé—what is there to be nervous about? But he still sat patiently with a hint of concern in his eyes.

- You look down at your lap, picking and looking at your fingers. You aren’t too sure how to start this conversation. Even though you rehearsed it in your head plenty times, your brain went blank. At the night he proposed, you told yourself to look at your ring when you’re feeling any source of sadness or doubt. So, you do just that. You study your ring finger like it’s your first time seeing it. It‘s so beautiful. The ring takes your breath away everytime. It’s truly perfect. Bokuto told you it was basically calling your name when he first saw it at the jewelry store. It makes your heart flutter imagining Bokuto picking out a ring without you knowing. He got literally everyone to help out. Your parents, siblings (if you have any), friends, and even HIS family and friends for advice. He really wanted to pick the perfect ring for you. And he did. You couldn’t be happier.

- You deeply inhale, looking up to meet Bokuto, “Kou... you know the night you asked me to marry you?”

- “Yeah, I do.” Bokuto smiles to himself at the thought. That is, until his face turns into a worried expression, “Do you not want to go through with it? Are you not ready? Are-“

- “No, no, it’s nothing like that!” You reassure, shaking your head. You grab his hand, “I’m ready—more than ready! I’m not talking about that. I’m talking about when we... you know.”

- Bokuto looks at you with an oblivious expression. What? What are you saying? What did we....? He sat there and stupidly thought about it. You would have called him ding dong by now, but you’re too busy collecting your OWN thoughts. Thankfully, after a little time, he slowly started connecting the dots. A small smirk was formed on his face, “Oh, yeah? What about it?”

- “Uhm.....” Your heart beats a second too fast, “I... well..”

- You look at Bokuto in the eyes. Despite being a complete, clueless idiot, he still picked up on a lot of things by watching you. You’re nervous. That’s already out of the park. But he also sensed another emotion in side of you. He couldn’t figure it out since he doesn’t know what you’re going to say. But he knows it’s there! And he’s right. As much as you’re nervous, you’re also VERY excited to see his reaction. You take a few deep breaths and give him a soft smile. Adrenaline pumps through your veins as the words roll off your tongue.

- “I’m pregnant.” You whisper, taken aback by the statement yourself. An overwhelming smile takes over you.

- Bokuto looks at you. Looks at you with what? Happiness? Sorrow? Anger? Surprise? He isn’t mad, that’s for sure. Happiness? It’s questionable. He isn’t showing signs of ANY emotion. It’s a blank face. Blank canvas. If someone were to ask what a loading screen looks like, you’d use his face as an example. His mind came to a full hault with those two simple words. They’re just words, right? You start chuckling as he processed it. Even though it takes him forever to find the puzzle pieces, he started getting it the more you talked.

- “We’re gonna have a baby, Kou.” You hush. You feel if you say it any louder, it will ruin the moment. He blinks a few times, his mouth open and eyebrows raised. A slight, surprised smile shapes his open lips.

- “Wait.. wait a damn minute....” Bokuto looks at you with wide eyes, “Y/N, are you serious?”

- You can only nod, smiling widely and chuckling. Bokuto’s eyes sparkle so bright you almost had to look away. He’s not sad. He’s not mad, either. No. He’s happy. You could tell the moment he started talking. Your chest fills with warmth as you watched your future husband look at you with the biggest puppy eyes. Big, glossy, and happy eyes. You start tearing up from the overwhelming sensation of happiness.

- Bokutos hands plaster on his thighs, pushing him upward so he is out of his seat. There is no way he could sit still after receiving news THIS big, “PLEASE don’t tell me you’re messing with me.”

- You wipe a threatening tear from your eyes, shaking your head, “No, I’m not, Koutarou!”

- “You lie!”

- “No!” You laugh, his reactions are priceless, “Honey, I-I’m not lying!” More tears well in your eyes as you begin to feel emotional.

- The biggest smile forms on his face as the news settled in his mind. He’s gonna have a baby! A baby! That thought goes across his mind multiple times, his grin growing into a bigger one each time he thought it. Bokuto ran a hand through his hair, pacing around the room. Really, it‘s more like bouncing. He claps his hands, “WOOOOOO!” He whoops loudly, pumping his fist into the air. You laugh at his frantic dancing as he paced around the room like a child.

- Bokuto laughs in excitement. His eyes make eye contact with yours for only a second. Those pearls of his always shows his emotions by a landslide. You can see right through him when he’s lying or have other plans. And, right now, he has the biggest heart eyes you’ve ever seen. And it only took that one moment of eye contact for him to come rummageing forward. He kisses you silly. This is definitely the most passionate kiss you’ve gotten from Bokuto. Scratch that--it’s the most passionate kiss PERIOD.

- “I’m quitting volleyball, babe. I can’t leave you and the baby alone—“ Bokuto smiles as wide as he possibly could, his own eyes a little teary, “Oh my god, Y/N! I’m gonna be a dad! I’m gonna be a dad! I’m—I’m a dad!!”

- You giggle, your smile as wide as his by now. Yeah, he’s right. He’s going to be a father! And you are going to be a mother... you can’t even believe it yourself. Having a kid never really occured to you. It was never thought a whole lot your whole life. Yet, ever since you’ve met Bokuto, you thought about it more frequently. And the night he proposed... the whole night was really loving and caring. There was lust, of course, but the love that radiated from him was very apparent. It really makes you happy just by thinking back to it. Bokuto hugs you and engulfs you with his broad shoulders. He gives pepper kisses all around your cheeks and neck and shoulders. You hug back, your hand balling a fist full of his tshirt.

- Bokuto is the first to disconnect the hug. He looks at you in the eye, “How long have you...?”

- You didn’t need to know the rest of his question to answer, “Only a few days. I’ve been wanting to tell you but I couldn’t find the time.”

- Bokuto smiles endearingly, “Really? This was probably the most perfect time to tell me.” Bokuto smiles, radiating love energy. Your heart aches in the best way possible. You love him with all your heart and soul—you couldn’t have asked for a better man.

This boy,, probably forgot what periods are since... well he’s a male and doesn’t have to deal with anything like them. So when you’re like “i’m on my period” he has to think for a second before realizing.

“Heyyyy, Y/N!! Want to go with me to meet with the boys?”

“I can’t, I’m not feeling too well..”

“Hmm? Not feeling well? Are you sick? The flu? Fever?”

“No, I’m on my period.”

🤨 quit talking punctuation and lets go-!

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Will skip hang outs with the boyz for you ANY day!!!!

Is gonna be there for you no cap. Do you need anything? Want water? Tea? Do you want anything to eat? Should he cook?? order take out? Or are you even hungry?

He’ll personally ask you what he can do to make you feel better. You tell him that heating pads, warm tea, and chocolate help with cramps. If you’re missing any of those then he’s already out the door.

goes out to the grocery store to buy anything you want INCLUDING the things that were listed there.

Might get carried away and end up buying junk food not only for you but for himself. Will also buy a random figurine or charm or aNYTHING that he found cool because look!! It’s cool!!

if you need more tampons/pads he’s going to get them for you. everything is under control you don’t need to even worry.

“What size pussy you wear?”

nevermind you can worry

He’s walking around the store and finally finds the tampon/pads section. He confidently walks in thinking he knows exactly what brand his baby girl wants.

Then he sees the hundreds of different brands that talk in minecraft enchantment table.

What is this? 2x more absorbent? Ultra Thin Pads®️©️? Is that a good thing? What the fuck do these things mean. For heavy flow? What? Regular flow?? Light flow??! Do girls blood weigh dIFFEreNtlY?-?-!:@:9:1

Ends up buying like 5 different boxes of different brands because he can’t tell if it’s the one you want.

Honestly this man has no shame so he just gona ask a load of questions. what it’s like putting on a pad/tampon? or what do the cramps feel like? Where does the blood even come from? Do you p e e out blood? He might even ask if he could watch you in the bathroom as you put one on and ur like 😐 wtf why would you want to see that pervert

but he’s more curious than anyting.

“What would it be like if you had sex on your period”

“uh., probably very bloody.”

“wanna try it out? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)”

WHAT DID I TELL YOU. NO SHAME.

Will give you a short massage or back/head scratch if you want one. Don’t be surprised if he asks for one too though especially the back scratches you betta pay up. You may be on your period but he is not letting you go without giving him a back scratch.

Will say it smells like fish as a joke but then you take it seriously and get really sad and self conscious so he reassures you its okay and that he was just kidding

Will watch a movie with you with candy and popcorn to distract yourself from the pain.

Cuddles during the movie too,, for sure. A necessity. His arms are gonna be wrapped around your body and he’s gonna pull u close. He doesn’t care if his leg is gonna be asleep for 2 hours. As long as you’re comftorable. And don’t be scared to shift or move HE IS YOUR PILLOW.

Honestly is the best mans. If you guys are at school and you’re worried you might’ve leaked through your pants YOU CAN ASK HIM HE’LL CHECK !! half of it is because he had an excuse for looking at your ass but the other half is to legitimately make sure

But as he looks he l o o k s like he doesnt keep it on the low he will stare at you for as long as he wants and theres nothing you can do about it. He might forget he’s trying to see if you leaked and just admires you for 10 whole seconds before you’re like “well????”

he just likes your butt 😢

If you period decided “surprise bitch i’m coming in” and you are leaking he will lend you his hoodie to wrap around your waist. You’re probably embarassed out of your mind but Noya could care less?? Like so what you’re leaking I just got a full view of your ass I’m happy 😊

He won’t always know or remember the dAys of your cycle. He doesn’t keep track and probably never will. He will start catching on a bit when he notices a pattern every month but thats after years of dating him.

you will NEVER catch him saying “are you on your period” when you’re mad. he said that during an argument and it didn’t end well at a l l.

If you’re having unbearable cramps where it hurts to move baby is going to feel so bad for you and do everything he can to make you feel better 🥺 Give you any medicine or try out techniques from the internet. Give you chocolate and make sure you’re as comfortable as possible. Give you blankets and the softest pillows. He’s glued to your side he isn’t going to leave you alone

He will make sure you’re 110% comftorable. Want anymore blankets? Is it too hot? Too cold? Should I turn up the AC? Yes? No? What about your pillows should i soften them up for the 11019118th time? too late it’s already happening i’m softening your pillow Y/N