TrixieSum

I'm pretty much alone in life... and especially at Christmas time. But I wanted to share that, nevertheless, it is quite joyous to have the decorations up 🥰

Don't cry my death if you didn't cry my pain.

I'm fat. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I'm worthless.

I've worked all my fucking life. School and work, 2-3 jobs every summer. 34 years now, I've been working. I've gotten through a fucking crazy narcissist fraud alcoholic mother. I've paid her debts multiple times. I've believed and endured a lowlife selfish lying father. This is no life.

I just wish to fall asleep at night and never wake up. I don't wanna live anymore. This shit is not for me.

Life sucks.

I hope I die soon. I can't take this anymore. There's no point in fighting. I only fall lower after each battle.

Fuck life sucks. People are fake and egotistical but they always accuse me. I didn't fucking do nothing. I was just there. Juste there for you to shoot at.

I want to die. I just want to die, end it all, disappear once and for all.

I hope I die a sudden and painless death this year.

For this new year, I wish for a sudden and mortal heart attack. So it can all end. Once and for all.