SALLY !!!!!!

You do not need convincing.

You need conviction.

There is still time. But this is a double-edged sword. One day the urgency will catch up with you and eat you from the inside out.

Don't wait.

The second best time to be a woman is tomorrow.

Owen isn't a trans woman. Owen refuses to be a trans woman. He's left Isabel buried in that grave, and won't save her because he knows that it would require burying himself, his "safety", his "comfort", his "frictionless" life. Of course none of that is true, and his life would be infinitely improved by coming out and being who he actually is. But he feels like it's too late, and he's right, but only because he makes it true.

The only thing keeping Owen from being Isabel is cracking open his chest. It's scary, it's difficult, and he won't do it.

No, seriously. I was no longer the 4channer klanfem male socialized little *bitch* that needed to be lectured. I was now an epic genderfuck icon to be listened to. Ive have never been listened to, not without constantly pushing for it. But now, I was practically a mentor to some of them. I was the elder queer who knew best. I barely even had to fucking *ask* for respect, I just got it.

I literally got to say, straight up, that I hated the egg prime directive shit. And you know, people listened to me? The one person that disagreed with me at least tried to explain himself. Normally id just get told to shut up or even made an example out of. No, this time I was worth talking to.

Its honestly been really demoralizing. I always knew queer community was a lie. I always knew that shit about “our transfem sisters” was lovebombing. But I never truly understood how many doors were closed, even by other trans people, to trans women.

My girlfriend: *touching me*