I am cisAutistic, cisDepressed, cisSelf Harmer, cisGAD, transDPD, transAnorexia, transIncontinent, transNonVerbal and transUnderweight (BMI 10)
I am also transHarmed mainly transTortured (physical/sexual/psychological/medical), transProgrammed (alpha/beta/epsilon/princess/idol/doll/innocence), transStarved, transSnuffed, permaGroomed and permaTrafficked.
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BoyPrincess is a type of programming teaches strict feminine gender roles such as that they're meant to do the chores and the cleaning and to be submissive to men however the victim is a boy. Beta is a catchall for sexual programming.
The lace represents the femininity.
The pink represents the strict gender roles.
The blue represents the victim being a boy.
The white represents torture.
The gold represents royalty.
[ Image ID: 7 horizontal striped flag with hot pink, blue, white, gold, white, blue, hot pink stripes. The white stripes are thinner than the rest and have white semicircle lace layed over. The hot pink stripes also have white semicircle laced layed over. In the middle of the left flag is an outlined neon blue crown. End ID ]
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Disclaimer: we only found out we had DID when we were diagnosed a few months ago and this post is based mainly on our experience!
β Use (self)hypnosis to create dissociative states in yourself! DID systems are highly suggestible as well so by creating hypnotic states (which are dissociative!) in yourself you are also becoming suggestible. I've heard of people making alters and amnesia this way.
β‘ Practise different mannerisms for each of your alters, subtle things like the way you walk and even full body language tends to vary between alters.
β Act like you have amnesia for what happened when a different alter is out even if you don't have the amnesia- fake it til you make it!
β‘ Have you alters have opposing views on things such as radqueers, proshipping, or even minority groups (transhateful) which are very common in DID systems since the environments in which we grow up are racist/homophobic/etc.
β Every alter in a DID system exists for a reason and their identity is heavily tied to trauma, work on how your alters relate to your trauma/transtrauma!
β‘ Research the subtle ways DID presents both internally and externally and focus on creating those throughout your day.
β Read about imitative DID and work on having less warning signs for it. This is especially important if a diagnosis is going to be a part of your transitioning.
I hope these are helpful to someone! I tried to focus on things I don't see often:D
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A script is a media used to help map out the system's inner world, parts, and purpose for programmers.
The blue represents Dorothy.
The yellow represents the Lion.
The grey represents the Tin Man.
The green represents the Witch.
[ Image ID: 7 horizontal striped flag with blue, yellow, dark grey, dark green, dark grey, yellow and blue strips. In the middle is a pair of red sparkley heels. The right flag has a vertical curved yellow brick stripe. End ID ]
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Could you make a flag for TransScripted for Alice in Wonderland? :3
I've been messing around with different flag layouts and colours for this but none of them feel quite right but i hope the two i posted feel right for you!!
A script is a media used to help map out the system's inner world, parts, and purpose for programmers. Alice in Wonderland is one of the most common.
The black represents the torture that goes into implimenting scripts.
The purple represents the Cheshire Cat.
The red represents the Queen of Hearts.
The light blue represents Alice.
[ Image ID: 7 horizontal striped flag with black, purple, red, pastel blue, red, purple, black stripes. In the middle are the playing card symbols: red heart, black spade, red diamond and black club. End ID ]
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Coined for anon!
The purple represents the Cheshire Cat.
The red represents the blood and torture.
The brown represents the Woods.
The grey represents the loss of innocence since scripts are typically implemented in childhood.
The light blue represents Alice.
[ Image ID: 9 horizontal striped flag with purple, red, light brown, light grey, light blue, light grey, light brown, red, purple stripes. red heart, black spade, red diamond and black club. End ID ]
Felling like you should be on prescription mecication and/or on different prescription medication.
The orange represents the prescription bottles.
The grey represents the blister packs.
The white represents the transition onto the medication.
[ Image ID: 5 horizontal stripe flag with orange, dark grey, white, dark grey and orange strips. In the middle there is a white circle. On the right the flag is plain and on the left the flag as a black medication bottle. ]
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Feeling like you should be on nonprescription medication and/or different nonprescription medication.
The red represents getting the medication illegally.
The grey represents getting the medication OTC.
The white represents the transition onto the medication.
[ Image ID: 5 horizontal stripe flag with red, dark grey, white, dark grey and red strips. In the middle there is a white circle. On the right the flag is plain and on the left the flag as a black medication bottle. ]
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Epsilon is a type of programming that makes the victim believe theynare nonhuman which in this case is an animal. Beta is any type of sexual programming. These are very commonly appear together in programs such as sex kittens.
The red and hot pink stripes represent sexual abuse/torture used in beta programming.
The tan stripe represents the loss of humanity.
The light brown stripe represents the belief that one is an animal.
The dark brown stripe represents the torture that is used in animal-epsilon programming.
The red symbol is the greek beta and the brown is greek epsilon.
[ Image ID: 9 horizontal stripe flag with red, hot pink, tan, light brown, dark brown, light brown, tan, hot pink and red stripes. The right flag is plain. The left flag has a red greek beta symbol ontop of a brown greek epsilon symbol. End ID ]
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Epsilon is a type of programming that makes the victim believe they are nonhuman which in this case is a kitten that takes the role of a pet. Often ties in with beta which is type of sexual programming.
The red strip stands for the torture that goes into programming.
The yellow strip stands for the pet programming.
The white strip stands for the submissiveness that pets have.
[ Image ID: 5 stripe flag with horizontal red, yellow, white, yellow, red stripes and a white circle in the middle. In the circle is the epsilon symbol with cat ears and a tail- one flag has the symbol black, one in pink and one in blue. End ID ]
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Epsilon is a type of programming that makes the victim believe they are nonhuman which in this case is a puppy that takes the role of a pet. Often ties in with beta which is type of sexual programming.
The red strip stands for the torture that goes into programming.
The yellow strip stands for the pet programming.
The white strip stands for the submissiveness that pets have.
[ Image ID: 5 stripe flag with horizontal red, yellow, white, yellow, red stripes and a white circle in the middle. In the circle is the epsilon symbol with dog ears and a tail- one flag has the symbol black, one in pink and one in blue. End ID ]
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Epsilon is a type of programming that makes the victim believe they are nonhuman which in this case is a bunny that takes the role of a pet. Often ties in with beta which is type of sexual programming.
The red strip stands for the torture that goes into programming.
The yellow strip stands for the pet programming.
The white strip stands for the freeze response that rabbits have / submissiveness that pets have.
[ Image ID: 5 stripe flag with horizontal red, yellow, white, yellow, red stripes and a white circle in the middle. In the circle is the epsilon symbol with bunny ears and a tail- one flag has the symbol black, one in pink and one in blue. End ID ]
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