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i have a bit of a dilemma about getting breast pumps. when im horny i REALLY want to lactate and have bigger milky tits, but since im no longer on t (for medical reasons) im not horny 24/7, so getting a pump doesnt seem like a reasonable expense most of the time. another thing is that (again, for medical reasons) i get a blood test twice a year, so my dr would see if i have abnormally high prolactin levels. i dont want them to get worried about it and have to get more tests for that, but i also dont wanna discuss that part of my sex life with a md. lactating wouldnt hurt my health btw. im just under a bit of scrutiny than normal and i think it would be noticeable.
but. ive had this kink for all my adult life. i actually got a breast pump six years ago or so, pumped regularly to the point my nipples got permanently bigger (they dont get fully flat anymore). i had to get rid of my pump during a move, so id have to buy another one if i want to try again.
i think i need some encouragement, please?
(dont bring up misgendering or detrans in any shape or form βοΈ im a man in all aspects of my life)
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Iβve been dying to have someone suck on my tits endlessly. When I wake up, til I fall asleep. I want someone to suck my tits so often I start to lactate from it. Then I want them to suck and drink my milk until Iβm hyperlactating. I want to be able to one day have someone use my milk for a bowl of cereal with an accompanying matching glass of milk. I want to have someone sit me in their lap and eat cookies by taking a bite then nursing off my breast and rinse and repeat until theyβre full and want to fuck me full of cum. Someday Iβll have a kinky man ready to enjoy my milk
but consider also: bra shaped portals for people to suck your tits on demand and out of your control
Either two separate portals so different people each can access one tit at a time, or they connect as a larger portal so they can use both
Trying to concentrate in a meeting while someone swirls their tongue around your nipples, maybe you're hooked up to an industrial strength milker, or someone is clearly fucking your tits, and you're just trying to stay still and quiet and not moan
Consider a binder shaped portal marketed to get you 100% flat no matter the size of your tits for half the price of a normal binder
Of course, the company selling it never mentions that they'll make up for the loss by renting out their tits or that the binder can't be removed during paid use.
A few unlucky boys end up with users who hook them up to cow milkers for 8+ hours a day, so even when he's finally free to remove the binder, his tits are larger and heavier than ever before and leak uncontrollably so he's forced to keep using the portal binder because no normal binder can contain his constantly leaking udders
Shady pharma companies selling portal binders with one year contracts that pay you a few bucks every month and keep your tits numb while in the binder, the main selling point being that they don't need to be taken off or washed with new self-cleaning tech, and will camoflague themselves to look like a real masculine chest. Buried in the fine print of the contract a few hundred pages in is the fact that the binder can't be taken off for the full year, and that they numb your tits and pay you because they're testing a litany of breast expanding and lactation inducing drugs on them.
Eventually they start testing the portals as a means of remotely delivering aphrodesiacs and dopamine to rewire your brain's association with certain stimuli while you're asleep, which you only notice as loosely remembering extremely hot dreams of being milked like a cow and being in bliss the whole time.
A few days before your contract lapses you try to get ahold of them to renew your contract and you can't find a trace of them anywhere, and discover all the clauses and agreements you missed buried deep in the original contract while searching for a number that works. Frustrated, you decide that when the binder unlocks, you're going to put your head through the portal and confront whoever's on the other side. The time comes, and you struggle to pull the binder off, the edges of the portal humming intensely as they strain to let massive, HH cup tits flop out as they leak milk in a spray of thin lines. The new weight of your bust throws you off balance and sends you to the floor.
Confused and panicked, you pull the portal binder over your head, ready to interrogate whoever you find on the other side, only to be staring down the ends of a milking machine that seems to be just winding down. Your head protrudes out of a wall with dozens of portals on it, most with giant pairs of tits, all hooked to milking machines pumping away. You see the the opposite is wall filled with dozens more portals, and looking to the side you realize this wall is just one row of many in a warehouse that must be extracting hundreds of gallons of milk every minute from unsuspecting binder wearers whose tits have all been turned to udders. While trying to process everything you're seeing, you hear a deep voice call out from the end of your row:
"We have another one! Row 5, Portal 14-C!"
Before you can even think to start yelling at him, the portal shrinks tightly around your neck, trapping your head in place. The voice's owner approaches your stuck head, a man dressed in a sterile jumpsuit and gloves coming into view, and he promptly shoves a gag in your mouth and takes your portal off the wall. He carries you as you fight against the gag, instinctively reaching for it with your hands to pull it off but only finding empty air as your body flails on the other side of the portal.
"We've got a 'Special Protocol' for the nosy ones like you."
Your head is taken to a smaller side room, where several other gagged heads lie in a row on a table, all sharing your panicked expression as you meet some of their eyes while you're placed alongside them.
"Seventh one today. This is gonna be such a headache as more of the contracts are up."
"Next model needs a self-inversion mechanism after the clasp releases to prevent this," another voice chimes in.
"Alright. You're all going to be released in a minute, calm the fuck down."
The lights go off and instantly your attention is locked onto a deep pink and purple swirl on the far wall, the sphere containing it humming with a resonance that echos into your mind until every thought fades away......
The next thing you see is your kitchen floor. It's cold against your face, the pattern still coming into focus. You tilt your head and struggle through the brain fog to see a gloved hand reach through the portal binder, grab it's clasp, and pull, inverting the binder in on itself until the entire thing dissapears with a quick Pop.
You can't remember much of anything that just happened, but that thought is quickly washed over as you feel Such an overwhelming desire to have your tits sucked on. You gaze down at your HH cups, which have been leaking a puddle of milk onto the floor since you pulled them out. The details are fuzzy, but now you remember signing up for a contract to make your tits bigger and full of milk so you could fulfill the hucow fantasies you've always had. You stand up in a haze, and walk out the door topless, set out in desparate search for someone to milk you. After all, you've always wanted to be a hucow.
Doing my SIXTH pump if the day this is insane this is tortuuuuure. Being hooked up so many times really makes me feel like an actual cow though π π 2 more to go...........yay
I'll see what my nipples are like in the morning before carrying on. It's less than 2 weeks until Valentine's Day and I don't want painful bloodied nipples if I hook up with someone!!!
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Ugh all this pumping is making me so broody. I want to be up all night keeping my baby fed and not just trying to fake my body into making milk for fun.
I want to be sooo rung out from constant milking that I'm barely able to care for myself. I just turn into a feeding machine for my newborn.
i want to meticulously measure your tits every single week to measure their fluctuations, making you think i just like data and spreadsheets and think it's interesting how they change over time, not realizing that i'm empirically testing different breast growth inducing supplements this whole time to see what works the best <3
gf/mom who brushes off your complaints that you hate how big your tits are and insists that instead of getting a reduction you get cognitive behavioral therapy to learn to accept them
tits bouncing while getting fucked is so hot to me. especially on fakeboys π΅βπ« itβs so humiliating to get fucked so hard that the part that makes you most dysphoric bounces.. and bounces.. itβs almost hypnotizing to watch
imagining riding someone and my tits bounce with every thrust.. making me hyper aware of them but feeling so good that i start to love it!
my boyfriend loves my tits and iβve been enjoying him playing with them so much that i genuinely donβt want top surgery anymore. i wish they were bigger π₯Ί
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buying my transmasc boyfriend a "binder" for him and its just a sports bra thats way too small for him so it actually emphasizes how big his tits are because everyone can see them spilling out over the top...
people shouldn't be allowed to get top surgery until after they get pregnant because what if they end up needing to breastfeed. and they also shouldn't be allowed to get top surgery if they've been pregnant before because it changes the breasts in a way that's incompatible with the surgery. people shouldn't be allowed to get top surgery
i want to wake up to my boytits at least three times the size as they were before. i want to feel my shirt, that was once oversized, feel tight around my chest. i want to try and squeeze into my binder, but have to wear a bra instead. i want to watch them bounce in the mirror, completely confused by how they got so big overnight.
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