She was vibrant,
so brilliant
moseying about the meadows
with her soft blonde hair
and audacious heart
I envied her elegance
how she held herself together
and said such bold, bodacious words
such noisey thoughts
of being with her
But life went on
the violent song
of two hearts beating
out of sync nor control
over the brink earth
in which these pedals fell,
She loved me not
Yet didn't have the guts to say so
and the time I've spent
irreplaceable
the odds remained
not in my favor
but I never gave up
Some would say I cared too much
but there's no such thing
I'd like to see
an adequate love
to accommodate
Eight years dragged on
and the only closure I got
was the knot from the noose
she hung from
Forget it,
Forget it,
I have too much to forgive
Please god let there be
something to hold onto
that doesn't slip
My heart never ceased
to love again
and I don't know if
I could ever stop.
These words will sink
like the razor ink
tattooed on skin
I know the pain,
but let me show them
what remains of her
within my thoughts
Forgive us,
for we never truly value
our personal values
until they've been ripped
from our arms


















