Just Another Outlet

so brilliant

moseying about the meadows

with her soft blonde hair

and audacious heart

I envied her elegance

how she held herself together

and said such bold, bodacious words

such noisey thoughts

of being with her

But life went on

the violent song

of two hearts beating

out of sync nor control

over the brink earth

in which these pedals fell,

She loved me not

Yet didn't have the guts to say so

and the time I've spent

irreplaceable

the odds remained

not in my favor

but I never gave up

Some would say I cared too much

but there's no such thing

I'd like to see

an adequate love

to accommodate

Eight years dragged on

and the only closure I got

was the knot from the noose

she hung from

Forget it,

Forget it,

I have too much to forgive

Please god let there be

something to hold onto

that doesn't slip

My heart never ceased

to love again

and I don't know if

I could ever stop.

These words will sink

like the razor ink

tattooed on skin

I know the pain,

but let me show them

what remains of her

within my thoughts

Forgive us,

for we never truly value

our personal values

until they've been ripped

Your heart is a campfire

you can get caught up in smoke

but as the saying goes

that still makes you beautiful

Life is the fire

death is the smoke

Wherever life shines

it brightens the night

Wherever death resides

it beacons in the day

Yin-Yang

Find your inner peace

by embracing it with

I am a professional liar.

There is days that I cope

with this feeling unknown

how soon death may desire

There is a virus.

There was always precaution,

you may be accustomed 

to my every day

but when this is all over

I am not finished

I am gifted.

I remind people of family

friends that they had

people they loved

but cannot remember

I am deceitful.

I'll tell you this is your home

those people are alive

just in another room,

I will hold your hand

and tell you about

the things we will do

tomorrow

You won't remember.

But I've known you for years

you have just met me

I am all the things

that make you happy

This is the end.

Let's make new beginnings

tell me your stories

and I will cherish

your memory forever

as you ascend

into heaven

Until we meet again

your best friend,

We were parked near the shore

where the moon sat over mountains

the waves soothing sand

under the stars ambience

The raindrops racing down the visor

heavy set, the thunder in my chest

longing for a kiss,

touched by the atmosphere

complimented by our silence

I caught a glimpse of your eyes

cast towards mine

with your pupils widened

I couldn't play it off,

the feeling was too familiar to us.

This moment was shortly lived

but to the brim

I learned to love the rain

and how to heal heartbreak

I let you slip

into another's hand

hoping you have learned

the lessons I have

It never gets any easier

getting my hopes up

or showing love in the capacity I do

But I don't grow any colder

as for the mountain doesn't crumble

the tide still comes and goes

seasons will recycle

and the moon still casts its light

I will let my face glow

as much as it did

for those five years

Because everybody deserves

the warmth that life can bring