Toshi's wonderland

- Fear for your life whenever you encounter Mr. X, fear even more when he strides faster

- fangirl over Babyface Leon Kennedy or Claire Redfield(both a smash imo)

- Lower the goddamn volume when Leon is on low health because that man whimpers like he is overstimulated after a session.

LET ME CREATE MY SCENARIOS, THERE ARE SO MANY!!

DAMN YOU ANXIETY AND INSECURITY!!!

And thus this season ends..Samira won't be in the show anymore but hey? She deserves a place where she is in her element, like it or not.

ANYWAY!

Emotional moments:

- Abbot and Robby talking, FINALLY MAN, just some good, emotional, heartfelt and slightly joke-filled convo. Robby needed it, Abbot was worried and he fulfilled his promise to Dana.

- Abbot and Robby saving the baby and the mother, Robby nearly breaking down because he was worried about the baby nearly dying, that look, that worried and scared look man..

- Robby and Al-Hashimi's fight then Al-Hashimi crying in her car..Robby failing to catch up to her with her mug, thus missing the chance to have a conversation and apologies to her..AGHH💔

- Santos inviting Mel for a drink is so precious to me, also, WHAT DO YOU MEAN ANOTHER DEPOSITION? MY GIRL MEL HAS HAD THE WORST DAY AND YOU GIVE HER ANOTHER DEPO? MY GOODNESS!

- Samira and Robby's conversation too..hearing Robby's dreams and then seeing Samira admit that she let her mother play her and treat her as a kid, and she unwillingly allowed it

Now, more heartfelt and funny things:

- Whitaker and Javadi's conversation too, they are also sibling coded you cannot deny that, my two precious babies

- Robby telling Javadi how good her tiktoks are and that she'll be great in whatever she puts her mind to is such a dad thing to do, but also what Javadi needed the most

- Dana trying to find a parent for Baby Jane Doe(yes I said it with Dana's voice in my head), Samira telling that Santos is already babysitting Whitaker made me lmao

- Shen and Ellis absolutely hating working on nightshift sometimes and using sass while trying to make sure no one notices that the man was dead

- Langdon and Mel's convo is, also, very dear to me, them reenforcing eachother and just being able to relax after such a long shift

And last but not least:

DIGBY YOU RASCAL💀💀 HE STOLE THE MANNEQUIN, HE STOLE WHITAKER'S BADGE AND A WHEELCHAIR💀 I did not expect that but good for him, although Jesse will miss the mannequin

One more episode people..and this episode..god, I can't- I'm not ready for the last episode man.

First of all, the funny/heartwarming bits:

- For example how Whitaker lost his badge and we see him searching all over for it with no succes so far. Then we see him try to help a "nice old lady" by ordering her a taxi, only to reveal the old lady was anything but nice.

- Mel and her fascination for history, the ren faire and rambling about it. She is so me because I too can't stop rambling about what I like

- Javadi standing up for herself and McKay standing up for her too bc she genuinely just wants to get Jesse back and do whatever it takes for it

- Langdon's genuine pause when Robby trusts him to save a patient and then praise him, Abbot congratulating him too. Then he leaves the room and does what he think is best, taking a drug test to start moving on(small steps)

- Duke still trying to get it on with Vivi and Perlah stopping him while joking with him is so good. Plus, his conversation with Robby and how HE is the only person to notice it truly and not tell Robby things that would break him but slowly making him think about the words. And how he is the one to call out how he is running instead of facing things, plus how it might affect the others

Now, for the more shocking, emotional and heartwrenching scenes:

- Robby and Mohan's talk about Mohan's patient and how Robby's therapist hears what he says to Mohan, who immediately rushes into the elevator after hearing it.

- Said therapist angry at Robby for brushing him off and Robby still doing so

- Dana and Abbot's conversation..my god, Dana looked so fucking worried and on the verge of crying, she is so desperate to keep Robby alive while also regretting her words(probably). Abbot a bit hesitant at first since he knows Robby but willing to do so for Dana

- As said before, Robby and Duke's convo but now on Robby. The way his voice cracks and gets so small while he is doing his best to keep himself together, to not let himself open up and his emotions out. But he knows Duke, he is friends with Duke who is NOT from the hospital, he admits to Duke how he truly feels and why he is so scared, basically wanting to escape, to disappear. The hospital isn't the problem, the hospital is his only tie to the living world, his only purpose what keeps him alive and distracted, like he said. His face, his eyes..he looks so broken in that moment, so lost..I just want to give him a big hug. (Noah Wyle really put EVERYTHING into Robby, he is such an incredible actor and amongst the many other spectacular scenes in the series, somehow it's always these emotional scenes that hit home the most and where he shines so bright..I love Noah.)

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My mom was sitting right next to me(we were in a waiting room) and saw a pic of Dr Robby and went "Oh hey that's Dr Carter!"

Okay okay, first of all- Michael "Robby" Robinavitch you asshole of a bitter man! How DARE you insult and project your own problems at Samira when you can't even handle your own huh??

Like- you can't tell her that the ER is not for her and to go home, not to mention to stop feeling sorry for herself when YOU did that for months and are currently planning to go on a very VERY concerning sabbatical! You are in no place to judge her mister!

Joy, you are an absolute queen for helping Samira and staying by her side, also, exposing Javadi's tiktok(lmao).

Ogilvie is such a mood- I don't like him very much either but I would be the same level of uncomfortable to hold a chopped off leg, maybe even more freaked out.

Langdon, Becca and Mel..my god, first of all I love Kingdon as much as the next person but also seeing how Langdon shows boundaries or well- won't tell Mel information because of HIPAA is such a move and that he is more concerned about Mel after her deposition. Aside from that, the utter shock of Mel finding out Becca is in a relationship and has a significant other is so striking but she needs this for her development.

Now..

Park the Shark, MY GOD DO I NEED FICS ABOUT THIS MAN!! After reading some posts about it he fr lives up to his nickname because his whole vibe is giving Shark. The slicked back hair, his posture, the way he stalks around the patient like a shark stalks around it's prey, plus how he "bites" into people(in this case Whitaker). Plus how he examines the leg, practically seizes it up; aside from that, it's a very nice easter egg of how in every shark movie it's always the leg that gets chomped off-

Plus how he just as easily leaves the room after being done- he is as smooth and quiet as a damn shark. He isn't in my top 1, that's reserved for Abbot, then second is Langdon and Robby but rn he might be competing against Robby for third. Bro was on screen..for one damn scene and everyone loves him.

Now, Santos..my queen Santos. She is having the worst time EVER. Behind charting, being afraid of getting to repeat her R2, plus being paired up with the person she feels least safe with(Langdon), she also gets slapped in the face by the reality that Garcia isn't really there to be supportive emotionally for her, from what we can see currently Garcia is more casual about it, meanwhile Santos loves her and needs comfort so bad!! GIVE MY GIRL A GOOD RELATIONSHIP AND HUGS!

Everyone, meet Dee, a force sensitive engineer and mechanic of a small town on Ryloth! He participates in every activity that involves droids, ships or servos, wether to take them apart, fix them, enhance them; Dee is your man! (His hair is a slightly light brown messy mullet, drawing mullets from the front is hard-)

He is very neutral on who he helps, depends on the person's personality and wether they are honorable and respectful of his trade and prices(we don't talk about how he handles people who are neither). He doesn't really care much about the war other than seeing just how destructive it is, thinks that it's only a waste of humanity since no one ever truly won yet. During the Battle for Ryloth he participates by aiding Republic forces, becoming a part-time mechanic for them before he goes back to neutrality.

Follower of Cham Syndulla since Syndulla showed him empathy way before his transition and secretly has been aiding Syndulla's forces ever since as a means of respect and admiration.

Dee first got to Ryloth on a smuggling ship where he was held captive while he was still a very young kid(at the time a very young girl). After escaping the smugglers via hiding away during a face-off between said smugglers and Republic forces, Dee ran until his legs could not take it anymore; this resulted in a Twi'lek family finding him and taking him into their town. At first he was quite wary of every Twi'lek, couldn't understand them well enough either but a few months later he warmed up and learned their language to the point of it becoming his native tongue.

Before and after his transition he worked at an old Twi'lek man's engineer shop, his name was Otto, he became a very trusted uncle figure for Dee and supported him after his transition too.

Dee's engineering companion is a nerfherder clanker, precious droid named Ratchet who he enhanced and repaired many times himself. Ratchet..is sort of a less sassier Chopper but still a little bastard, in Dee's opinion. But he is very useful nonetheless!

During Order 66, Dee on the outside kept his neutralism and did his best to appear passive of the Empire, however in reality he did his best to still aid Syndulla and other allies he became close with. Sometimes even risking himself to help escaping padawan's or other "traitors" as the empire would call them. His trust in clones wavered during this period, until he learned via an old friend of the truth behind why the clones became like this. Ever since then he does his best to signal said friend if he sees any clones that are close to getting decomissioned by the empire.

Dee has many nicknames across Ryloth, some include personal favorites such as Dee, Lee(for a reason unknown to him, many of the Twi'leks around him call him that) and Savi.

Before I begin the snippet, just a quick heads-up, I only know some thing about Alpha, I've only read a few posts about him, about who he was, what happened to him, etc. But I FOR SURE, know that he was a very big man- like, bigger than Wrecker type of big man.

This snippet could he interpreted as Alpha-17 x Scavenger/Pirate reader, so feel free to read and know that this is only my speculation and some parts may be ooc.

With this in mind, if you are still reading, I hope you enjoy this little snippet and have a nice day/afternoon/evening/night! :)

WARNING: MENTIONS OF GORE, BLOOD, DEAD BODIES, MENTIONS OF EXPERIMENTATION

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A normal looting, that's what the mission was supposed to me. Search an abandoned Separatist outpost and loot it, if you find anything valuable, which, to be honest wasn expected.

The whole outpost is run-down, metal walls now rusty and broken, mechanic doors not even able to open up, only after a little tinkering thanks to your hacking skills and help from fellow scavengers.

Of course you find many things you expected to, old battle droids, tactical droid parts, bunch of data that could be sold for a dime, blasters, some containers full of valuable trinkets or even gold(these separatists knew how to get what they want).

However, a few minutes later one of the older members of your scavenger group find a staircase going deeper into the outpost, the place smells horrible but it only fuels your curiousity which outweighs your concern and anxiety at this point.

Adjusting your mask to be able to breath in the thick (and hopefully only humid) air, you and some others walk down, few of them have their hands on their blasters just in case.

...

Jail cells, not just one but many..you suppose it was for hostages or whoever they could capture before they had to abandon this outpost, you wonder why. Many of the cells are filled with already rotten or bodies, skeletons..some still in their old armor. The sight sends chills down your spine, not the good kind..

You adjust your gloves and mask before heading deeper, your flashlight helping you see..just when you are about to give up and quit, your flashlight flashes onto a more sturdy iron door. You turn towards it. The door is rusty, sure, but not as much as the outpost..there is a small window in the middle, unfortunately no longer see-through. You knock on the door, it seems thick enough to be bulletproof or very resiliant. You begin to hack the door which, after a long hiss, slowly opens up..revealing a very shocking sight.

A man is chained to some machines..iron cuffs holding his wrists up while his legs are weighed down onto the cold metal plate bellow. The man is HUGE, pure mass of scarred muscle, he looks bigger than any man you've ever seen. You direct your flashlight at him..he doesn't seem to react but you get a good look at the man, he only has a pair of trunks on, upper body visible. Tubes sticking out here and there. He doesn't look particurarly muscular but he is for sure built like a giant tank.

You take precatious steps towards the big man, his skin looks tan..hair black as the void but nearly buzzcut. Is he even alive? You think to yourself as you look around, seeing old computers, now out of order. To your absolute shock, once you lean closer you can hear weak and raspy breathing, you reach forward and press two fingers on the pulsepoint on his neck. The heartbeat is very faint but you immediately move your hands away once you feel the skin tense under your fingertips. A small, hoarse and almost incomprihenseble growl comes from the man's throat.

You look at the man's face more carefully now, he doesn't have his eyes open but his browns are slightly furrowed, what catches your attention the most is the dried blood on his mouth and chin. What did they do to this man?..

"hello?.." You whisper quietly but the man doesn't answer. You can hear some other scavengers coming, letting out shocked gasps or just halting in their step all-together. Something inside you, either incredibely stupid or courageous..or both, urges you to start undoing the man's restraints.

"Are you crazy?! What if he wakes up and kills us all you Nerfherder?!" One of the older scavengers says, stepping closer to stop you.

"We can't just leave him here to die! Who knows! Maybe he can help us!" You say, determined to do, what in your opinion, is the right thing to do. However, once the restraints and tubes are off, the man's eyes snap open and in a flash he grabs you by your tactical suit. You let out a scream as you get pulled down by the man, who, not expecting to be weaker due to time passing, falls on the ground.

His grip is iron-tight on your suit, his gaze, if it could, would burn a hole through you, he is heaving, clearly straining himself after months, maybe even years of captivity. As he tries to speak..you realise why there was blood on his mouth to begin with..his tongue has been cut out.

"E-Easy!! We are friendly! Friendly!" You say in panic as you tries to calm the, seemingly in fight, man who still has an iron grip on you. The other scavengers around you have their blasters aimed at the man.

The man's grip is still tightly but starts to tremble before he falls on the ground with a heavy thud, finally letting go of your suit. Gasping with relief you back away, some of your fellows come to your aid.

After a long discussion you and the rest of the scavengers decide to take the man away. The leaving is quick due to not wanting to be detected by the Republic nor Separatists.

...

A few days pass, you are always by the man's side even tho he is quite skittish and hostile towards all of you. Only after the first week does he start to slowly trust you more, you help him communicate by giving him a Datapad.

He only reveals a month later that his name is Alpha-17, the older scavangers reveal to you that he was once a very feared trooper..before he disappeared. You try to ask Alpha about this but he only replies with "Separatists".

To find more topics to talk about with him, you start telling him about your life, ask him about the war and what he thinks, to which you don't really get long answers at first, but he starts to open up more. Once he starts getting better and gets a lot of rations he starts walking around, at first with your and your friend's help since he is a big man and weighs more than a battleship.

After a while he starts being more active, training himself, practicing his shooting skills, he learns ASL thanks to you and communicates more. One time you even catch him scowling at a few new scavengers as if he was their personal coach. You ask him about it and he, after many-many attempts, tells you about his cadets, his adi'ka and vod'ika. About, in his opinion, infuriating jedi, most importantly Kenobi, whom you tell him is a big and well known jedi now with his former padawan Anakin Skywalker to which you can see how baffles he gets by the way his eyes widen and scoffs.

Of course you offer to deliver him to see his vodi'ka and friends after he is in a much better condition, you even manage to scavange and modify some unused clone trooper armor for him but he goes against it, saying that he wouldn't be able to go back now and that he has new "cadets" to train, nodding with his head towards the new scavengers of your group. He tells you stories about his old cadets, some shock you, to hear how chaotic and aggressive clones Captain Rex, Commander Cody and Commander Wolffe were, clones you wouldn't even expect to act like rabid animals towards someone like Alpha-17.

Turns out, he has a crude but amusing sense of humor..clone humor, he calls it, you call it "being a jerk" to which he only smirks and rolls his eyes.