Dreamville

Short little post just to clear some stuff that's on my mind rn..

Nowadays we take so much for granted, but one thing I wanna touch on in specific is our Mothers; they do so much for us but what do we do to repay them? Nothing literally. They spent 9 months carrying us but we can't spend 10 minutes to chat to them or spend time with them because we're too busy doing our own thing. And it's bad cos in this world everything is temporary and one day we're gonna lose our everything and then we will regret all the times we didn't spend more time but then it's too late.

It's just made me think cos my mother is away for a week and it's only been a day lmao. and I'm missing her presence even tho I'm never really around but it's just the fact that she's there and now that she's not for a moment, I feel uneasy, And I'm crying writing this cos I'm so pathetic and I can say all this but it doesn't set and I go back to my old ways. And she won't even know it

So I ask Allah to give me strength and help me through these times and let me be a better son and actually a better human being.

Just wanna give a shoutout to my BG/Wifey, cos you help me through these tough times and try to help me to amend my mistakes and give me advice and that's what I need. I know I don't show u any recognition and sometimes I forget to holla at you but just know you're on my mind 24/7 and just wana say thank you.