a tc blog

Hey guys! This is gonna be a quick update, but yeah I’ve been in college for a while now. Life is good and fun. There have been rough times, but that’s to be expected with life. I’ve had a lot more physical experiences than I did it high school and it kinda makes me wonder if I even like boys ya know. Idk. I don’t think I’m gay but I also really well could be ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Okay so I was texting this girl that I thought was lgbt (I still do think that) and I thought she gave off vibes that she liked me and I started to like her so I sent this text in hopes of starting something? I guess it doesn’t really say that I like her but I thought it was implied ya know. And then she responded with that.....soooo. I assume that’s a “nice rejection” right?

Welp it’s over everyone. I had my last ap test and I saw O for the last time. I’m officially a high school graduate and idk what to do with myself lol. Ugh I’m gonna miss high school sm. During graduation, I gave O a hug and thanked him. I’m going to miss him a lot :( I’m going to come back to school though during a break and say hi to everyone. Ugh going to miss high school SO MUCH

So. Today was my last day of high school really. Tomorrow we have practice for graduation all day and then Sunday is the big day. I really can’t believe that the life I’ve know for the past for years is just going to end now. It’s super weird and idk how to feel really.

I’ve cried a good amount in front of one of my teachers because I’m going to miss her so much, it physically pains me that I won’t see her for a long time. But I’m sure you all want to hear about O.

Tbh, I think I’m finally ready to move on. I will still always love him because he has a special place in my heart, but idk if I’ll ever want to super be with him (of course I wouldn’t mind and he’s still pretty attractive in my opinion lolol). I wrote him a thank you card and gave him a gift. Many of you may not know, but a while back, O gave me a baby from his asexually reproducing plant. I’ve let it grow up until now and it got al big and I was so proud :) I put it in a cute little pot and gave it to him. Kinda wish I said something like “ my love for bio has grown like this plant” or something but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ O mouthed ‘thank you’ to me during grad practice and I felt content

Happy earth day first off! Hope you cherish the planet we’re on and try your best to take care of it!

O looked soooo cute today wow. I love it when his hair is slightly grown out cause it’s kinda wave in the front and ugh it’s so cute.