What Is Love?

Happy 4/20/2020 💨

I was vibin so good that I was crying 😭

Wish you were here as usual, I remember you liked running at the gym, I picked up running thanks to the Apple gift card you gave me. I bought a running assistant now I can do 5k’s like it’s nothing this is me celebrating my first 4/20 in Europe as a stoner in Amsterdam, in my neighborhood in which I’m financially independent thanks to my amazing job. Life is taking a good turn for me and my mood is improving. I still don’t want to let you go. Obviously I can’t have you and that’s totally fine. Also, I accepted the fact that you won’t talk to me. This form of “open letter for you” as communication satisfies me enough. So whenever you feel like you can come here and read my thoughts, the thing I would say if you were next to me. You made me feel alright when we were together and I was so natural with you I really miss that. But it’s ok 😌

Anyways I’m seeing you quite happy, and that makes me happy too. That was the goal all along, making you feel ok :) I hope you’re safe with the whole situation going on

Take care miss M

Miss you