up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me

I highly recommend a clingy, lovey-dovey partner. Life’s too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore

I believe so

I belong in the caribbean with the sun and all the fresh produce

It’s because you’re always on that damn journey of self-discovery.

so tired i need to get married to the love of my life and deactivate everywhere

The sexiest thing a woman can do is move on. Whether it’s from their partner, career, family, etc. Society has programmed women into believing there’s a moral reward for enduring and staying. Fuck that. Get a new partner, new career, move to another state/country, please just MOVE ON.