nymphie ᝰ.ᐟ

just remember to stay focused and the weight will keep going down (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

i feel like i havent been hungry enough, i always feel good about losing weight when im hungry a ton and i havent been that hungry so thats probably why im just maintaining

i just wanna be home in bed or pacing around my room but it makes me think abt food sm ( • ᴖ • ｡)

i try so hard to be supportive to other girls and be a "girl's girl" but i feel so much jealousy and rage sometimes. i wish i was tiny. i wish i was one of those super short thin small framed girls that everyone treats so gently and kindly. when i meet one of those girls and she is so sweet and kind and a walking angel, i get so enraged. i have to avoid sm girls as potential friends because i know id be a bad and jealous friend. id feel torn between falling into the trance and trying to take care of them, or secretly try to sabotage them. i hate intrasexual competition!!!! i feel so evil for being like this. its just another reminder that ill never be one of those perfect tiny girls, my heart is not pure enough

maintaining weight for an entire month is almost as depressing as gaining it

cw 136.8 hw 185 gw 111 𖹭