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Sometimes the answer is so dense it can’t be a word or a string of so many words

I’m in this self-loathing spiral right now, and my thoughts are pretty negative and I don’t love that, I guess, but I accept it.

Side note there are some leftover potatoes of two varieties in my fridge and I’m so hungry but it’s cold, and I don’t want to get out of bed

I drink coffee through my dance classes, which is kind of

The successes of the day: I was vulnerable and honest (which is why I feel so gross, mostly)

One of my students jumped so high

I made progress on a dance I’m determined to love

I rescheduled a thing instead of letting it slip into oblivion even though I was feeling majorly unfocused

I curled my hair when I felt gross

Tomorrow I might meditate I feel so far from it

I remember that often there are really good things on the other side of challenging things

That’s a rule

My feelings have been put to test this week (re: intact. Also, eww :) ) but right now it’s really quiet in my house, I’m the only one in it, I’ve got a cup of coffee and I’m about to get to work.

The thing I like more than getting to work is talking about getting to work.

Sinus headaches. Let’s call the doctor?

Man friend coming home soon, that cannot be my reason for existing, it’s not. I’m so curious about the reunion

Had an owl friend visit yesterday.