Ana’s Touch

I’m not saying it’s easy. It’s really fucking hard and awful. However, it’s easier than having to face my life and the things I hate about it. It’s easier than having to deal with the trauma I went through.

I’m not saying it’s easy, but it’s easier to focus on my weight and what I eat because it gives me a sense of control I never had my whole life. It’s a good distraction to live in a fantasy world where if I just lose enough weight, everyone will adore me. Instead of the cruelness I’ve faced so far. I get to change something about myself, because I hate myself. Romanticize it, because if I don’t, I’d kill myself.

Meal inspiration:

m3alspö

mealspö cute

mealspoooo cals

mealspö low cal

fruit cal

Body inspiration:

thinspöo

bonespö

bönespoort

bönesp000

th1nspöö

Motivation :

kpop motivation

diet motivation

I need more moots <3