good news: managed to finish my first week of work on a comedown and my period. bad news: feeling sadder and sadder and haven’t left my room all weekend apart to get food anxiety through the roof and cba anymore

everything is falling to pieces

blurred lines = feeling low, feeling lonely, feeling depressed

i never really realised how important it would be ~~for my journey~~ to have gay friends. to have people who understand/relate to my experiences. now i just need to find a big group of lesbians and go to lesbian bars in soho. there aren’t enough lesbian spaces and i need to find my peopleeeeeeee. 

~~~~~~~~~~feeling more and more androgynous~~~~~~~~~

i want to cut all my hair off