* FOREVER YOUR GIRL .

                          what’s  wrong  with  being  confident  ?

          i’m   like   that   cat   with   nine   lives….   eventually   i’m   gonna   run   out.

                       ANYTHING’S  POSSIBLE  FOR  A  POSSIBLE  !   /   ind.  kim  possible.  est.  dec  2013.  written  by  blythe.

   Unexpectedly propelled into the past by an unreliable             time machine… would you risk another trip?

i have done it again.   one year in every ten i manage it—peel off the napkin.   o my enemy,   do i terrify?—the nose,   the eye pits,   the full set of teeth?   the sour breath will vanish in a day.   soon, soon the flesh the grave cave ate will be at home on me and i a smiling woman.   i am only thirty.   and like the cat i have nine times to die.   dying is an art,    like everything else.   i do it exceptionally well.   i do it so it feels like hell.   i do it so it feels real.   i turn and burn.   do not think i underestimate your great concern.   ash,   ash—you poke and stir.   flesh, bone,   there is nothing there—beware   /   beware.   OUT OF THE ASH I RISE WITH DARK HAIR AND EAT MEN LIKE AIR.   ©

i’m not saying you must avert your eyes and never read these things. only read them. read & reflect & think about how you can become a better person rather than what you can do to make sure you appear a better person. sometimes the only absolution for what you’ve done will come in the will to change yourself

i don’t want to think about the fact that you’ve been doing this before and want to remind yourself how easy it is to treat us badly (wtf). the entire point is you need to do more silent contemplation. it’s distressing for a number of reasons i can’t fully name and shouldn’t have to, but mostly i don’t want to worry whether my posts are enabling you to think you can keep separating yourselves from other white people. don’t treat us as scions of knowledge living on a mountaintop rather than real women who are just tired and want some fucking peace

           wait a minute,wait a minute,DOC !  are you tellin’ me you built a TIME MACHINE out of a DELOREAN ?!   /   promo credit.