I Am Not Cool, But I Know A Lot Of Cool People

You’ll need somebody when you come to die.

You do it to yourself, you do And that’s what really hurts

It's crazy what you could've had

by Laura Marchini

Until I see you?

It has now come across my Pandora and Spotify stations randomly a few times and every single time, I drop everything and just listen to it. An absolutely beautiful song. This is why I am glad music exists in the world.

It wasn’t like a rain it was more like a sea I didn’t ask for this pain, it just came over me I love a storm, but I don’t love lightning All the waters coming up so fast, it’s frightening

Limb by limb and tooth by tooth Tearing up inside of me Every day every hour I wish that I was bullet proof Wax me Mould me Heat the pins and stab them in You have turned me into this Just wish that it was bullet proof So pay the money and take a shot Lead fill the hole in me I could burst a million bubbles All surrogate and bullet proof And bullet proof And bullet proof And bullet proof

and you’ll find somebody you can blame and you’ll follow the creek that runs out into the sea