Being in your 20s with no direction is like. I am happy with what I have. I must drain every drop of value in my brain. I have unlearned so many toxic traits. I feel like I am no one, good or terrible. I want to be remembered. I am fine wasting into nothingness. Books console me. Books are a reminder I have never created anything I truly love. I am taking better care of myself than ever. My health is deteriorating. I reject every value of modern society. I feel the pressure of achievement every waking day. I have no guiding principles. I know better than everyone. I am worthy of love. I cannot imagine a love I deserve.













