how can a person, especially a professional mind you, all within 20 minutes tell me, that on first sight she already found it more natural to refer to me in he/him pronouns and that i ?? ‘represent my desired gender really well’ but then proceeds to spit out some ‘maybe you just really need a little bit of time to figure out you’re just a girl after all’ at the end of our session? and maybe what if i kill myself? how am i even supposed to take that? should i or should i not trust you with helping me manage my suicidal thoughts inducing dysphoria? or did i cluelessly sign up for indirect conversion therapy? i feel like a fucking joke
















