ok, so listen. 

i have spent my entire sexual career sharing the opinion of the lovely @fuckmethroughthesheets . I just never enjoyed it. Couple that with partners who didn’t seem particularly inclined to pleasure me in this fashion and i was decidedly underwhelmed. 

before we met for the first time, i told my Sir that i had never had an orgasm from oral sex (seriously). and i think he took that as a challenge because dammmmmnn… 

spoiler alert. i have now cum from oral sex. and cum. and cum again. and squirted. and then cried. and then cum some more. 

for me, being eaten out is very intense. and while some might think that i would like someone to be gentle and slow, the reality is i need the opposite. i need someone to plant their enormous hands on my thighs, crank them wide open and prevent me from closing them. i need someone who keeps their bearded mouth fastened on my cunt no matter how much i buck or wiggle or try to push his head away. i need someone to suck my clit between his lips and not be intimated by my shrieks and screams. 

thank you, Sir. 

so what does it feel like? 

it feels like every nerve ending in my entire body is concentrated in the sweet little nub nestled at the top of my pussy. and as he sucks and licks and bites and nibbles, it feels like all of my blood drains to that one spot. it feels like i’m pulsating, burning. i can feel it building, building, building. 

and when he combines his amazing oral skills with his fingers, i make the most ridiculous sounds i’ve ever heard. primal, guttural, animalistc keening. i come out of my body completely and float away. i try to focus on his cock in my mouth, but i’m lost. my brain clicks in to this red, hazy, reptilian place and my executive functioning is nowhere to be found. and then i soak the sheets… 

so. 

in a word? 

(via true-love-is-everything)

♏️

Beau Taplin, You’re a Fucking Wreck and I Love You For It