hiiii

There's a real sex scene in this film

It was on tubi.

they literally have everything on tubi no matter how dogshit or weird. they probably have my grandma’s funeral on there somewhere.

my birth is on tubi

dump your stupid boyfriend get your ass online and scroll past my post

it is impossible to watch a movie. every night i think i want to watch a movie. no movie gets watched. because it's not possible

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u

The thing about being a tumblrina is that you provide such valuable contributions to the broader internet ecosystem and you get zero compensation for that. They should be giving us airline miles