I just want to be beautiful

I don’t want to be a nurse anymore. You people suck. Just die already.

I just don’t want to be disappointed.

My one speck of self esteem can’t handle all the thots he follows on Instagram. He treats me great and all, and yeah people watch porn, but…yeah I’m too insecure.

Real sick and tired of being sad all the time. When is this shit scheduled to end?

I never thought that this would happen. Here I am, devastated over a man, really a boy. Look at me. I am everything any man could ever want in a partner. I have so much to offer. He doesn’t want ME? Then he doesn’t want happiness. I’ve existed without him my whole life, so I can move on from this. I will be happy again.

I wanna die. Love is the most painful experience. Never again.

I don’t think there’s one man on this whole earth that would love me.

And I’m over him

You would think I’d be playing Taylor Swift on repeat after what happened, but JUICE WRLD has been my bff for at least a week now. Taylor says hi every now and then though.

I will never date again. Not only did he ghost me, he was dating another girl at the same time. She’s gorgeous and quirky looking. I hope for her sake he makes her happy.