Bleeds Red

h.f.p (Things I’ll Never Say)

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Scared of the way I already want you.

I have been so broken by the weight

Of all my previous heartbreaks,

I wonder how anyone could want me

I’m sure no one could love me.

So I want to run and hide

At least then I won’t be terrified

Because I know I’ll someday love you

But I don’t believe anyone could love me

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Who could convince me

That I am good enough

That I am good at all.

You are the only one

I want to hear those words from

But you’re silent.

You say you’re no good

But I love you

So how can that be true?

Why would I love someone

Who is rotten to the core

When you say I am sweet honey?

How could I love you

If you were all thorns

And I, a rose without them?

After midnight, I should be asleep

But it’s been over a year

And I’m awake

Busy crying over you

h.f.p (I will always feel like I was the one to blame)